Strange Turnings

So my late wife, when ever she’d have a rough day or an emotional pitfall she use to come home, take a few shots of vodka and then change into something extremely slutty or nothing at all. Then she’d call me to the bedroom where she was laid at the end with her head hanging off the end. I’d walk in and straight erection, she’d say, do your worst baby. That was the sign to use her throat as a complete fuck sleeve, no pulling out. This is how she dealt with bad, stressful or emotional rough days.

The strange turning. After everything that happened, I packed up and downsized in life. After sometime of bouncing around the place an old friend of mine told me I should come stay with him, his old roommate had moved to Cali. I took him up on it. He comes off as a very straight alpha male, but is very true to his gay heart. On top of what’s already happened, recently I’ve come over hard times, emotionally. I’ve been wanting my gay roommate to do to me what I use to do to my wife. I just lay there and let him use my mouth and throat as his personal fuck hole to unload in. I may bring it up to him, I’m not sure though. My biggest worry is that he has the thickest cock I’ve ever seen, not the longest, just absolute girth. What do you all think? Let him abuse my throat? Maybe it will bring me relief as it did my wife. Let me know what your thoughts are. Thanks