Queen Of Queens

Long story in short terms I met my cousin for the first time not a few summers ago at the lake. She didn’t seem happy or to pleased.
Shortly after I heard she was looking for a job and so I hired her onto my company. Literally the first moment I met this girl she was a fire cracker, fiesty and if she opened up to you a girl with a big heart. We worked long hours and almost everyday for long periods but strange enough she never annoyed me like most people quite the opposite. I loved every second of every minute of every hour of every day with this girl. I then realized I wanted to know everything about her and especially get to have time with her. I slowly got to know her and couldn’t get enough of her company. I don’t baby her cause she’s younger I just treat her like a woman. All of her exes have treated her not so good so I try to show her there’s still good guys out there waiting for a girl like her to come along. As it got hotter she’d wear short shorts or low cut shirts or tops with all the buttons undone. Her short jeans I’d try to never look but if she sat on the tail gate I could catch a glimpse of what colour her panties are. Or if she bent over what colour her bra was. Why is it so hard not to look, I know I truly want to see but I fight the urge always. One morning she told me she went out and met a random guy and she went home with him. Telling me details I shouldn’t here in all honesty, if he used a rubber, if she had an orgasm, to if there was oral or how long he lasted. She seemed not impressed with this guy. I’m not sure if I’m jealous and angry she did this or happy for her getting out finally……