Straight Male / 18
I Desperatly Want To Be Cucked By My Mother
My mom is 38 years old(I'm 18) and ever since I was like 14 or 15 I developed this weird kink, that I want to watch her have sex with someone else than my dad(my parents are seperated ever since my birth).
I imagine her getting fucked by black guys, fat guys, very rich guys, very poor guys, my bullys, my teachers, my friends or just ordinary guys I see on the street. Its like hell when you are walking around town and a muscular guy crosses your path and you have to imagine him pounding your mom while you watch.
I could probably handle it if it was just the imagination that plagued me day by day, but its sometimes worse than that: For example when I'm home alone I sometimes go to her drawer when Im horny and sniff her underwear. I also once came on her vibrator(I of course washed it afterwards).
And if you thought that was bad, get this: I snuck nudes from her PC and Smartphone onto mine and posted them afterwards on various porn sites(including reddit and 4chan). I always blurred her face out but she has very identifying tattoos so its still very very bad.
I also gave some people that I talked with on these various porn sites her IG and phone number so that they hit her up and possibly get her to spread her legs for them.
Since I also have a foot fetish I asked her once if I could give her a foot massage and she said yes. If she knew what I was thinking while massaging her feet, she most likely wouldn't have let me.
Everytime a big event comes up, I want to ask her if she could just let the presents she would normally get me slide and instead let me watch her get banged into oblivion.
This christmas Ive constantly had the urge to ask her again.
I even put some money into this kink. I bought myself a chastity cage that I even sometimes use when Im home alone. I also have a sexy outfit that I bought for her from last christmas. Its like a wrapping that she would put over her pussy and over her breasts so that she looks like a christmas present.
Even while writing this I once again have the urge to jerk off to that fantasy.
I really hope I change, because sometimes this kink is really plaguing me, but Im afraid I will not.
I imagine her getting fucked by black guys, fat guys, very rich guys, very poor guys, my bullys, my teachers, my friends or just ordinary guys I see on the street. Its like hell when you are walking around town and a muscular guy crosses your path and you have to imagine him pounding your mom while you watch.
I could probably handle it if it was just the imagination that plagued me day by day, but its sometimes worse than that: For example when I'm home alone I sometimes go to her drawer when Im horny and sniff her underwear. I also once came on her vibrator(I of course washed it afterwards).
And if you thought that was bad, get this: I snuck nudes from her PC and Smartphone onto mine and posted them afterwards on various porn sites(including reddit and 4chan). I always blurred her face out but she has very identifying tattoos so its still very very bad.
I also gave some people that I talked with on these various porn sites her IG and phone number so that they hit her up and possibly get her to spread her legs for them.
Since I also have a foot fetish I asked her once if I could give her a foot massage and she said yes. If she knew what I was thinking while massaging her feet, she most likely wouldn't have let me.
Everytime a big event comes up, I want to ask her if she could just let the presents she would normally get me slide and instead let me watch her get banged into oblivion.
This christmas Ive constantly had the urge to ask her again.
I even put some money into this kink. I bought myself a chastity cage that I even sometimes use when Im home alone. I also have a sexy outfit that I bought for her from last christmas. Its like a wrapping that she would put over her pussy and over her breasts so that she looks like a christmas present.
Even while writing this I once again have the urge to jerk off to that fantasy.
I really hope I change, because sometimes this kink is really plaguing me, but Im afraid I will not.
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