Finally Tried

This happened a few years back. The wife was working nights and the sex was non exsistent. I had been cruising Craigslist look at the m4m posts. Never had any experience with a man but after a few hard drinks it was just tempting enough. I gathered up my courage and responded to someone that had posted a pic of their cock. At this point I didn’t believe anything would come of this and took another shot. A few moments later I received an email from the man. He was just one town over in a hotel on a business trip. My heart started to pick up its pace. He asked location and if I would be interested. I responded yes and could be there in about 20 minutes. I jumped in the shower to clean up the whole time asking myself are you really going to do this? Then I thought of the anger she had caused and the months without sex and made up my mind. I was going to atleast get a blowjob tonight. I hurriedly got dressed and waited on a response. Just a few moments later he responded with a room number and hotel. I nervously drove that direction. Not sure if I was more nervous because I had a few or because I had no clue wat to expect. Upon arriving I started my walk into the hotel. By this time my heart was racing and I was beginning to shake from nervousness. I entered the elevator and took deep breaths and started to calm down. As I exited the elevator the room was directly across the hall. I lightly knocked and stood there trying not to shake. A few seconds later a tall heavy set man answered the door and invited me in. The room was dark minus a light in the bathroom. Talk was small and I had no clue as to wat to do. Luckily he did as he sat on the bed and pulled his shorts down. His cock wasn’t that long but was really thick and had huge balls. He started stroking his cock and I just stood there mesmerized. Here I was with a real live cock in front of me wat was I gonna do? I took off my pants and sat on the edge of the bed watching him. I had came for a blowjob but maybe it was me or the liquor but I wanted to touch his cock. I sheepishly ask if I could touch it and the response was definitely. I reached over and grabbed his cock and started stroking it for him. I was in heaven cause I didn’t think it would be a big deal as I’ve played with mine constantly. But I become entranced with the feeling of it and his balls. Something came over me and I leaned down and took his cock in my mouth. My head was spinning but I knew at that moment I was hooked. I began to give him the best blowjob I could as I felt like a slut. I paused periodically to lick and suck on his balls then right back to
sucking. He was moaning and rubbing my head telling me how good I was doing. He then stopped me and leaned me back on the bed and started to suck me. It was amazing and felt great but all I could think about was his cock. He told me to cum in his mouth and a few minutes later I unloaded into his mouth. To one of the best blowjobs I’ve ever had. I laid there for a minute contemplating what had just happened when I pushed him back and took his cock in my mouth. I was sucking it like my life depended on it when he tightened up and let loose four huge loads in my mouth. It took me by suprise as I wasn’t expecting that much and only swallowed a little. We got dressed and I drove home beside myself with what had just happened. Not sure if it’s possible to be just attracted to cock cause men don’t do it for me but would love to suck another one.