Party Mistake

This happened not long after the final lockdown ended.
I attended a girlfriends party close to where I lived with my dad.
The reason I went, was to try and get with a guy who I had a huge crush on.
It worked and we ended up in a back bedroom making out.
Just as he was about to go down on me, his phone rang. He rose up, swore and said he had to answer it outside.
I couldn't believe it and threw a pillow over my head to smother my disappointment and swearing shouts.
I was semi knelt up as the guy had been wanting to tongue my pussy and arse, so when I felt his hands push my arse cheeks apart only a minute or so later, I wondered which hole he'd pleasure for me first.
He was utterly amazing. I mean it was THE best oral sex I'd ever experienced and he made me orgasm multiple times from how he used his tongue and lips on, in and over my pussy, clit and arsehole.
After I'd orgasmed for about the fifth or sixth time, the bedroom door opened and I heard him hurriedly walked out the room.
By the time I'd looked round to see the guy who I'd been with earlier, the door was wide open, but so was his mouth as he said "Who the fuck was that older guy".
It turned out an older man had been in the room tonguing me and not the guy who I was desperate to have sex with.
I was still horny for sex, especially for a hard cock inside me, but the guy who I fancied so much walked out again telling me I was a slut wanting to "Bang older men".
Long story short.
Nearly two years later and only a few weeks ago, I found out by eavesdropping in on a conversation, my father had been to the party and stumbled across a beautiful sexual opportunity.
I'd forgotten I'd said it. But when my crush had exited to take the call, and walked back in (To my mind) I'd said "Just tongue me till I cream your face".
Only I'd said it to an older man looking for the loo. He genuinely thought I was saying it to him, and in his semi drunken state gave the girl exactly what she was asking for.
As he said more to whoever he spoke to on the phone, I just knew it was my father who had made me orgasm so hard and so wonderfully that night.
These past few weeks I haven't stopped thinking about it. I haven't said anything to my father, but I'm dying to as I've begun to crave what he did for me all over again. And certainly since I caught him (On purpose) masturbating in our lounge.
He has a really thick cock of around six inches I'd guess, and now I want to feel him fucking me too.
The last puzzler is, a few days ago he out of the blue mentioned the party.
He knows I went to it, and he knows I fancied a guy there.
What he basically said was, he had a fantastic time educating a young woman in how to feel true pleasure from oral sex. He didn't elaborate on that, but he did say "I'd love to show her just much more I could educate her".
He winked when he said it to me, but laughed as if making it a joke.
I'm now sure he knows it was his daughter, and maybe feels guilty. However I can't stop wanting to experience it again and just need a way to tell him I want him so badly.