Straight Female / 35
Still Mine
He knew I was married when we met. I am proud of my ethical, non-monogamous marriage.
I had a small but dedicated following on a few adult sites, and I didn't even notice when he tipped me 3 times trying to get my attention. Then he sent me pictures of him dressed as a femme, and I paid attention.
I've always been dominant and have had many subs before, but it was quickly apparent that our relationship went deeper than domme and sub. What we had was intense, passionate, and all consuming. I closed everything with all my other partners except my husband and my pet. And he was mine, in totality.
We had it perfect for 3 and a half years. We talked about getting married (although it's illegal), and we were going to move to be closer to him. We had so many plans...
He always said our situation was perfect for him because he didn't want to be with someone all the time. Not to mention, I was perfect for him and to him.
Things started to change when this girl started to throw herself at him. To be fair, she threw herself at anything with a dick. And, while he rejected her the first time, he did start to think more about what a traditional relationship might be like. It was something he wanted with me, but always accepted he couldn't have. He still wants that with me.
Then, she lied to and manipulated him to convince him that she was his only shot at seeing what a traditional life would be like. She told him that relationships with married people never work out. She took advantage of him being vulnerable because she's too insecure to be alone. After trying to hook up with everyone else he knew, she found someone to sink her claws in. He has zero romantic feelings for her, he actually cannot stand her, yet he started to think about the traditional relationship again and got curious. But, he does not want it with her, he wants it with me.
Then his mother found out that I'm married. She was always a big fan of me before this revelation. I never tried to hide this from her, but he wanted me to hide it from her. She got heavily involved in his relationship with me and with her. She told him that the other girl was the right path. Even when she did crazy things like stalk him and steal his phone to block me on it, his mother did the mental gymnastics to say she's being a psychopath because she cares for him so much. That's how desperate she is for him to be "normal" - she's willing to see past multiple clear red flags and boundary violations. She's willing to make her son unhappy for her own happiness. Ma'am, you know who cares more for him than she does and has never done anything like that to him?
So, to make his mother happy, we had to break things off... except that we haven't. He tells me that he'll never love anyone as much as he loves me. He'll always be in love with me and never let me go. He has had the best sex of his life with me, and the deepest connection. I know everything about him, no one else can claim that. He lies to both of them and says we don't talk anymore, but who does he text when no one is around? We'll never be fully apart.
I went to see him over a weekend after he lied to the new girl saying he was visiting friends. He was finally able to sleep through the night for the first time in weeks each night he was with me. The insomnia came back the instant I left.
The new girl found out and lost it. But, this will only keep happening to her. We'll never be fully apart. He wants me in the end. And we've already promised to be together after this doomed experiment is done.
Our relationship might be unconventional, but in every scenario we end up together. You cannot ignore what we have. All that's going to happen in the meantime is that he'll be miserable with a girl he says is a nutcase and a compulsive liar because it will make his dependent mother happy for a little while. And she'll be desperate and miserable in a relationship with a boy who doesn't love her because he'll always be fully consumed and in love with me. This doesn't end well for any of them.
I would feel bad for her if she weren't self centered and evil.
I had a small but dedicated following on a few adult sites, and I didn't even notice when he tipped me 3 times trying to get my attention. Then he sent me pictures of him dressed as a femme, and I paid attention.
I've always been dominant and have had many subs before, but it was quickly apparent that our relationship went deeper than domme and sub. What we had was intense, passionate, and all consuming. I closed everything with all my other partners except my husband and my pet. And he was mine, in totality.
We had it perfect for 3 and a half years. We talked about getting married (although it's illegal), and we were going to move to be closer to him. We had so many plans...
He always said our situation was perfect for him because he didn't want to be with someone all the time. Not to mention, I was perfect for him and to him.
Things started to change when this girl started to throw herself at him. To be fair, she threw herself at anything with a dick. And, while he rejected her the first time, he did start to think more about what a traditional relationship might be like. It was something he wanted with me, but always accepted he couldn't have. He still wants that with me.
Then, she lied to and manipulated him to convince him that she was his only shot at seeing what a traditional life would be like. She told him that relationships with married people never work out. She took advantage of him being vulnerable because she's too insecure to be alone. After trying to hook up with everyone else he knew, she found someone to sink her claws in. He has zero romantic feelings for her, he actually cannot stand her, yet he started to think about the traditional relationship again and got curious. But, he does not want it with her, he wants it with me.
Then his mother found out that I'm married. She was always a big fan of me before this revelation. I never tried to hide this from her, but he wanted me to hide it from her. She got heavily involved in his relationship with me and with her. She told him that the other girl was the right path. Even when she did crazy things like stalk him and steal his phone to block me on it, his mother did the mental gymnastics to say she's being a psychopath because she cares for him so much. That's how desperate she is for him to be "normal" - she's willing to see past multiple clear red flags and boundary violations. She's willing to make her son unhappy for her own happiness. Ma'am, you know who cares more for him than she does and has never done anything like that to him?
So, to make his mother happy, we had to break things off... except that we haven't. He tells me that he'll never love anyone as much as he loves me. He'll always be in love with me and never let me go. He has had the best sex of his life with me, and the deepest connection. I know everything about him, no one else can claim that. He lies to both of them and says we don't talk anymore, but who does he text when no one is around? We'll never be fully apart.
I went to see him over a weekend after he lied to the new girl saying he was visiting friends. He was finally able to sleep through the night for the first time in weeks each night he was with me. The insomnia came back the instant I left.
The new girl found out and lost it. But, this will only keep happening to her. We'll never be fully apart. He wants me in the end. And we've already promised to be together after this doomed experiment is done.
Our relationship might be unconventional, but in every scenario we end up together. You cannot ignore what we have. All that's going to happen in the meantime is that he'll be miserable with a girl he says is a nutcase and a compulsive liar because it will make his dependent mother happy for a little while. And she'll be desperate and miserable in a relationship with a boy who doesn't love her because he'll always be fully consumed and in love with me. This doesn't end well for any of them.
I would feel bad for her if she weren't self centered and evil.
