Longing To Find Love

when your body literally aches from no love or sex for decades of rejection and insults and put downs. you change , the hard coldness the pain builds up in your head , back and neck and all over your body like you can't breathe. like cock is the only think that will make you breath and feel less pain. It would be easy if I was beautiful I could be a whore paid instead i just get ignored everywhere like a dirty smell. a unclean unseen nothing.

let me tell you guys, rejecting the shy virgin or r**e victim will be your biggest downfall in life.

you won't even know what love and good sex you missed.

let me revenge all. so my body and heart don't hurt any more.