My Son At A Glory Hole

Sometime during lockdown, I had walked into my son masturbating to gay porn. We talked after and he told me that he's bisexual. Not sure if he was telling the truth or if he is just gay. I was accepting of that, but deep down something bugged me.

Sometime before or during summer of the past year, 2022, I saw my son entering the public toilets near our location, which were rumored that gay men would gather there for sex through the glory holes. (for those who don't know, glory holes are carved holes through the wall in between stalls, where men put their dicks through and get sucked off) Normally, I wouldn't think of something. But since my son was bi and he was going out sometimes at night, I thought that maybe he did this regularly. I waited sometime to see when he would leave, but many men went in and out. As I was waiting I started getting furious and troubled. I couldn't believe he would be willing to suck off a bunch of strangers. I started thinking, "Anyone could be behind these holes, what if it was me behind it?". So then I thought that if he knew he had sucked his own dad's dick he would possibly learn his lesson and never do that again. I know it was a sick thing to think of, but at the time I was furious and wanted to teach him a lesson.

So I went in when I saw a man come out. I put my hood on, so that my son wouldn't recognize me if he looked out of the stall. I saw someone kneeling under the stall and knew it was him. I went to the stall next to him and saw the hole on the wall. I waited a while and then he put his fingers through the hole. I took my dick out and through the hole.

My plan was to have him suck my dick just for a few minutes and then I would pull out and walk into his stall to tell him off. But when he started sucking me, it felt so good that I didn't want to stop. So I thought that it might shock him even more if he knows that he went all the way with his father's dick. I finished in his mouth and I could tell he swallowed it. At this point I was so satisfied because it was the best blowjob and possibly even orgasm I ever had. So I left immediately from the shock.

It's been months since then, and I still go there when my son is "out". Sometimes I feel bad that my 17 year old son doesn't know that he keeps giving blowjobs to his father. But in reality, I'm not doing something that bad. He enjoys sucking and it's not like i****t will do something bad like mutations.

I just wanted to get this out of my chest, since I haven't told anyone. Still considering of stopping it, but not sure when. I'm also curious if there are any other fathers in a similar situation. For the gay people, how would you feel if something like that happened to you.