I Wish I Had More Self Control

This will be short and sweet. It's just a confession not a fictional account of some fantasy.

I am obsessed with redheads. Not fake redheads but real ginger freckled pale skinned redheads. As embayas it is to admit, I've been taken advantage of by them and used by them and abused by them. I married one once even. I don't know if they sense my weakness with some kind of psychic or super powers but they know. They will lete get a taste of their super hot fire snatch and I turn into a pathetic pussy whipped loser who does anything and everything they want just for a chance to get some more.

I honestly wish this weren't true. I'm normally in control, have had my share of other women and never had this problem. I even have stopped seing someone I was dating for a chance with a redhead.

I'm glad this is anonymous because I'm trying to avoid them at all costs. But I know, one smile and a wink and I'll be trying to get my self respect back again!