I M Addicted To Sucking Married Men

I sucked my first cock almost 25 yrs ago out of curiousity, at first I was hesitant , nervous , scared, thinking , "what if people find out about my desires for cocks? "I was born straight but over the years starting thinking about other men, especially older single men, even married older men. I took the plunge and went on craiglist where I hooked up with a married man who wasnt getting any sex from his wife. We met in the forest trails here where I live. He was standing at our pre arranged meeting spot with his thick cock , stroking it , and asked me if I was there to meet him, I said . I was and I immediately got down on knees , heart beating so fast, trembling alittle and nervous as hell. He told me to relax and kissed me fully on my lips, I was shocked as I had never kissed another man but I responded back and kissed him gently. He said , do you still want to go through with this? I said, "yes". I want to,,I knelt down and he pushed my head towards his cock, I opened my mouth and took his thick throbbing man meat in my mouth, started sucking his cock , using my tongue alot as he was pumping back and forth into my mouth.I was able to take the whole length and girth right to the back of my throat. Oh the feelings that I started feeling as I was suckng this mans cock was totally erotic. I started feeling like a whore slut and didnt care if anyone saw me , I just wanted him to keep his cock in my mouth forever. Well , after maybe 15 mins , he spasamed and said , he was going to cum, I just kept sucking and a few seconds later felt his cum shooting to the back of my throat. I was like WOW, i could not believe I had made this man so happy by swallowing his sperm, the cum tasted a little minty and salty but I found myself cleanining up every drop of his cum on his cock, I felt my own soft cock and it was soaking wet with precum. I licked my own precum off my fingers as the guy was zipping up. He said , Thank you very much , you have made me very happy. I said , you are very welcome, I am glad I followed through with my desires for cock and cum. And now to present day, I cruise the forest trails hopping to find and pleasure another married neglected man. I am addicted to sucking cocks and pleasuring older married men . I hope i run into one of you men that are reading this one day in the forest trails. Adrian