Bi-Sexual Female / 23
Butt Stuff
I have a confession and I’m wanting some help righting some wrongs.
My husband and I have been together for 8 years. I’d say about 4 years ago while we were hosting a party For his birthday he confessed to me during the party (privately but still in a house full of guests ) that he liked being pegged and that he had thought about doing it on several occasions. Now this is where I did wrong, in my defense I was very drunk and I usually don’t drink I also had our son 6 months earlier so my hormones weren’t back to normal. No matter the excuse I reacted in the worst way possible, I tucked myself away in our room and cried to him. I feel awful for the way I reacted. I asked him if he wasn’t attracted to me and if he wanted to leave me.
It took a lot of convincing but after a while he got me calmed down and back out to the party.
The next morning it was like his confession never happened. He didn’t bring it up. I felt so awful for the way I reacted I was embarrassed to bring it up. A little while after it happened I did bring it up asking if it was something he really wanted to explore. He said he was drunk and he’s never wanted to do that. I told him I was sorry for how I reacted and how I’d like to try if it’s something he’d like but he just continued saying he was drunk and he really doesn’t feel that way.
For the last 4 years I have brought it up a few times. Offering to order different toys, showing him strap ons and such. He says “we can try it if it’s something you’re into.” I’m not into it, and I don’t know the first thing about pegging or anything. But I will do it for him. I got to a point where I was done with him saying he was drunk and he didn’t really feel that way. So I bought us a strap on. I showed it to him and he was really shocked. He said I looked hot with it on but we haven’t used it yet. He told me to let him know when I want to use it but I told him to let me know when we wants to get ready for it.
Id also like to add that I’m very introverted and shy. I’d like to come out of my shell and be more kinky with him. It I’m finding it hard to be confident and dominant. I’d appreciate any pegging, confidence, dominance, etc tips!
My husband and I have been together for 8 years. I’d say about 4 years ago while we were hosting a party For his birthday he confessed to me during the party (privately but still in a house full of guests ) that he liked being pegged and that he had thought about doing it on several occasions. Now this is where I did wrong, in my defense I was very drunk and I usually don’t drink I also had our son 6 months earlier so my hormones weren’t back to normal. No matter the excuse I reacted in the worst way possible, I tucked myself away in our room and cried to him. I feel awful for the way I reacted. I asked him if he wasn’t attracted to me and if he wanted to leave me.
It took a lot of convincing but after a while he got me calmed down and back out to the party.
The next morning it was like his confession never happened. He didn’t bring it up. I felt so awful for the way I reacted I was embarrassed to bring it up. A little while after it happened I did bring it up asking if it was something he really wanted to explore. He said he was drunk and he’s never wanted to do that. I told him I was sorry for how I reacted and how I’d like to try if it’s something he’d like but he just continued saying he was drunk and he really doesn’t feel that way.
For the last 4 years I have brought it up a few times. Offering to order different toys, showing him strap ons and such. He says “we can try it if it’s something you’re into.” I’m not into it, and I don’t know the first thing about pegging or anything. But I will do it for him. I got to a point where I was done with him saying he was drunk and he didn’t really feel that way. So I bought us a strap on. I showed it to him and he was really shocked. He said I looked hot with it on but we haven’t used it yet. He told me to let him know when I want to use it but I told him to let me know when we wants to get ready for it.
Id also like to add that I’m very introverted and shy. I’d like to come out of my shell and be more kinky with him. It I’m finding it hard to be confident and dominant. I’d appreciate any pegging, confidence, dominance, etc tips!
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