Took Gay Cruise On Purpose

I messed around with another boy for a year or so when we were about 14 or so. That was the extent of my homosexual relations. I never looked back, got women and girls who let me do anal, oral and vaginal and had all I wanted. Then for some reason, I found an invite; have no idea why, to a gay cruise, I should say a gay nude cruise. It was through the carribbean and somewhere I would not know anyone at all. The thought of being nude in public while walking the decks, swimming, laying about, eating was too much. I wanted to do it. I can't explain it, but I wanted to see what gay sex was like. I know what fucking a butt was like, I'd done that to plenty of girls and women but I wanted to know what it felt like to get buttfucked. I wanted to experience again sucking a cock and having it spill into my mouth.

I did it. I booked and had a month till the 12 day cruise. In the meantime I started using dildos on my butt to get used to it. I started with really long, but thin ones, and moved up in thickness. When I could take an 8 incher that was over an inch and a half thick, and take it for a good half hour, I felt I could take a cock. I still stuck a 2" thick bulbous buttplug up me everyday when going to work or doing my normal routine.

I got on the ship, unpacked, though didn't take too much clothing. No one was nude, but we were still in port. Later, out to sea there was an announcement that we were out of US waters. That seemed to start it all. Nude men, young and old, big cocks and tiny little ones, hairy and smooth were getting undressed. It took me a day, but then realized that people were pairing up and I needed to get nude too. It was the third evening at a party where two men approached me. They were both really hung and each took me for slow dances on the dancefloor in front of everyone. Their hands moving to my ass, one even danced with his finger in me. That night I got my initiation. I was fucked by two very hung men, I sucked them both and each fucked me twice. The next morning the one who stayed the night fucked me again and we went down for breakfast. To keep his cum from leaking out of me I inserted my buttplug.

Through the cruise, I sucked over 20 cocks and got fucked by 8 different guys.

I'm glad I did it, I enjoyed it. I am truly bi now, but to be honest, fucking the woman I've been seeing just isn't as satisfying.