Latest Date - Waiting To See

I had a bi sex experience at 15, and that was a three time thing, and nothing since. I got laid by a girl at 17 and it's been hetero sex ever since. About 3 weeks ago I met a girl or guy, very androgynous at the coffee shop. It was very crowded and I asked if it was ok to share her table. I'll use the femme pronouns now. We met once later that week at the shop and I sat with her again. Then I asked her for a date and we went to dinner and a movie. A light kiss at the end of the night.

We've gone out 5 times since and in some light making out at my place I found a flat chest with puffy areaolae and nips, not really nits at all. She has short hair, wears makeup sometimes, especially when we are going out on a date. She has no other relationships. The next time she gave me a bj and I attempted to get her pants and panties down but only got the pants down to her crotch and she didn't want me rubbing inside her black lace panties. She said that she wasn't like "normal" girls, and I told her I didn't care. I liked her and wanted to be with her, while tapping the side of her head with my finger to show her I meant I liked this "person" I'd been dating and I finally said it. I don't care what you have done there, I want to be with YOU. She wouldn't tell me anything, pulled up her pants and refastened them and asked if I thought I was ready for this to be a sexual relationship. I was.

So tonight she's coming, bringing lingerie and is going to spend the night with me, and in my bed. I still don't know if I'm going to see a pussy or a cock. But I don't care, she's great and I want to have sex with her no matter what. I'm really excited about the prospect either way. I'm trying to refrain from jacking off thinking about it. I am going to do it about an hour before she comes over, so I'll last longer when I finally sink it into a pussy or a butt.