Paying My Protector

I was brought up on a very rough council estate in Glasgow Scotland. I was always being picked on and bullied by the local girls.

I befriended a mega mean girl called Mary. She was a big lady and could even beat lads up. Mary kept me safe, but it came at a cost; she was a lesbian, although nobody knew.

She started by kissing me when I was 14, then it was touching and oral. I was straight at the time, but I tolerated her touching, feeling and kisses in order not be be beaten up.

Mary had a younger brother who she was close to. Although I wasn't forced, I used to let him do whatever he wanted too.

I’m not proud of what I did, but it made my life a lot easier back then .