Is This A Fetish Or Am I Tripping?

So, I have confessions here but long story short: I'm kind of shy and have a submissive personality. I think a lot of women dream of meeting strong men, tall, muscular, you name it. And of course so do I :P, but that's not the point here lol

I have realized lately that I have this sort of money fetish, if that makes sense where I meet a man that provides for me or just gives me money because he wants to. Of course I'd do anything he says and wants because I'd love to have someone using me to fulfill his desires but the money part wouldn't be payment at all, it would happen because he also has this giving fetish.

Idk, I think it turns me on to imagine having a man who uses me, cares for me but also provides for me and ultimately wants to support my dreams and plans financially and doesn't want me to work unless I really want it because he wants to be my provider and meet any need I may have.

Is this too weird? Is this a kink? Or maybe it's just a common wish women have? And how weird would it be to want this right now without the responsibility of a relationship? Lol like finding people just willing to give me money because they want to? Haha

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