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Is This A Fetish Or Am I Tripping?

So, I have confessions here but long story short: I'm kind of shy and have a submissive personality. I think a lot of women dream of meeting strong men, tall, muscular, you name it. And of course so do I :P, but that's not the point here lol

I have realized lately that I have this sort of money fetish, if that makes sense where I meet a man that provides for me or just gives me money because he wants to. Of course I'd do anything he says and wants because I'd love to have someone using me to fulfill his desires but the money part wouldn't be payment at all, it would happen because he also has this giving fetish.

Idk, I think it turns me on to imagine having a man who uses me, cares for me but also provides for me and ultimately wants to support my dreams and plans financially and doesn't want me to work unless I really want it because he wants to be my provider and meet any need I may have.

Is this too weird? Is this a kink? Or maybe it's just a common wish women have? And how weird would it be to want this right now without the responsibility of a relationship? Lol like finding people just willing to give me money because they want to? Haha

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Is It Wrong If I Want To Sell Feet Pics And Underwear?

So, I'm 21, I don't know much what to do in life so I'm just trying a little bit of everything. I have a good job, I make a good income. Enough for me, but I feel like I could use some extra cash for investments and comfort. Yes, I'm learning new skills to make more money but learning skills sometimes require some investment and I can't afford that right now.

So what I was thinking was to sell feet pics since a lot of people make good money from that. My feet are not perfect for sure, but maybe I could make something off of it? Also, maybe in the near future I could sell my underwear? Lol I'm a virgin and I know there are some people out there that could be interested. Be honest people, how weird is this? Am I going crazy or making money out of people's fetishes can be a good idea?

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I'm 20 And Still A Virgin. These Are My Problems:

I had to get this out of my chest somehow. (Also, English is not my first language so I'll probably make some mistakes here)

I'm 20 and still a virgin. I listen to audio porn (GWA) sometimes but as a female I never "inserted" anything inside of me, not even fingers, because I want to keep my hymen as untouched as possible. I know what they say, that virginity is a big deal before you lose it but it's meaningless after you do it for the first time, but yeah, that's a big deal to me right now.

The past few months I realized that it kind of became a fantasy to be penetrated the first time by a man (is that weird?) but in the other hand, I don't want to lose my virginity before I get married 'cause I've waited this far and why not? Less risk of STDs or accidental pregnancy and also I'd rather just have it with one person because then I wouldn't compare bodies or performances.

The problem is, I have some problems with my hormones and for a check-up I'll have to get a pap smear (bye bye fantasy) and that is killing me because even though it's just a speculum I'll probably have the feeling of being full (that everybody talks about) for the first time without a man (yeah, weird)

Apart from this fantasy I also have some sort of BDSM kink and it's something I want to try a lot. You know those spicy scenes in romance books on TikTok? Yeah, they give me butterflies more often than I want. But I have the feeling that if ever I find somebody that likes the idea of sex after marriage, he'll probably not be into BDSM and the idea of trying BDSM and sex before marriage doesn't do it for me.

And also I'm short (5'3) and I have a size kink (yeah, finding a guy that is bigger than me) so because I'm short maybe that won't be a problem except for the fact that where I live most guys are my height or even shorter so another problem right there. And I am the shiest person I know so I've never even had a start of a relationship. I don't go out a lot and I also feel like I'm running out of time because of my hormones.

So, what I could do is probably just sell my virginity, get the money and start over somewhere else 'cause let's be honest, a guy who wants to buy your virginity won't want to marry you afterwards, 'cause why would he? But even then I feel like if I go for that option I won't want to start any other relationship because it will ruin my fantasy lol

Well, what the heck are the odds of finding someone who could fit these characteristics and still appear in my life out of nowhere? It was great confessing this. Thanks for coming to my TED talk.