First Gangbang

My husband has pushed and pushed for years. I finally agreed. Last night was the night. 8 guys plus my husband all banged me over and over and over again. Most went twice, some three times. I lost count of how many times I got it. The trouble is that now, my husband regrets it and I loved it. He is calling me a slut for liking it, he really regrets that he arranged it, and hates that I enjoyed it.

I want more and he never wants to talk about it. The original plan was that he go first and then last. He went first, and wouldn't go last, after everyone left I wanted to make love to him, not fuck, make love and he couldn't even get hard. He called me a no good, horny fucking slut, a whore. It was all his idea and no matter what, I was sitting there listening to this shit with cum on my face, in my hair, on my breasts, on my belly, butt, and dripping out of my pussy, into a foot wide pool on the mattress. I never expected that I would really like it, and NEVER expected he would regret it.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on May 20, 2023 at 8:59 AM

I'm surprised the keys on your keyboard aren't sticking due to the flood of cock gravy.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on May 20, 2023 at 10:00 AM

He opened Pandora's box. That what happens. As for me I'd love you more.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on May 20, 2023 at 11:22 AM

The title, "First gangbang" screams that you want another. The body of your confession shows that your husband's attitude towards you has changed considerably. Were some, or most, of the other guys younger and-or better hung than your husband? Do you think he has some performance anxiety going on and is wishing he had never given you the chance to up your cock count like that?

Were the guys who lined up to fuck you bareback men you, as a couple, already knew or at least picked out together to participate? [And if the guest list was drawn from men you know socially, how will you face them and their wives the next time you see them in public? Oh, and if they're mostly your husband's co-workers, Monday is going to be real fun. If he didn't make it abundantly clear to all on hand how pissed he was, there will be a lot of guys asking if they can fuck his slutty hotwife one-on-one when they get horny.] Or was it all your husband's doing, arranging for the men - whether he knew them well or not - and venue? Please don't confess you left that monster jizz pool in the center of your own bed. You'd have to burn it and replace it before your husband would sleep there again.

Having said all that, would you think about or at least fantasize about going behind your husband's back to get laid 20 times in an evening again? Were the guys who used you last night better fucks than your hubby or was it just a matter of numbers?

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on May 20, 2023 at 1:27 PM

For a first gangbang, for any gangbang, that was a big one.
BTW very, very hot.

And the fact that you love it now and want more makes you a dream wife.
There are a ton of husbands out there who would love to have a wife like you.

And you're absolutely right.
He needs to deal with it, own what he's done, and the consequences, and grow the ph*ck up.

He should be as excited as you are about your new experience.
He should revel in it with you and work to make the next one better and the next one after that.

You need to try to talk to him and try to convince him to look at this the right way.
Otherwise, he's probably ruined the marriage.
Because now you can't go back.

You've reached a new threshold of your own sexuality.
And you're no slut.
You are now a truly liberated female.
The world is officially your oyster.

If he won't proceed in this new direction, you'll be put down and called names from now on.
You'll probably have to go behind his back to do this again if he won't adapt.
Sorry, just trying to be realistic.

Whatever you do, don't hold back anymore, don't make excuses for him.
Now that you've found out what you really enjoy, embrace it.
This needs to be a part of your marriage.
This needs to be a regular thing because you like it.
And it has nothing to do with if you love him.
That hasn't changed.
Has it?

Would love to talk with you more about this.
You seem like a very honest person and great wife.
I do have a lot of experience from my last marriage that's similar.

If you want to exchange emails, we can find some way to do that.
Either way, best of luck to you.

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AdultOrphan

by AdultOrphan on May 20, 2023 at 7:31 PM

Fantasy is one thing and the reality and the consequences of it are another. What's happened is his image of you has shattered, he built up this scenario possibly from seeing too many gangbang vids online and inserted you in there thinking it would be hot. It was. for a fantasy. However he didn't count on you moaning and taking it like a champion pornstar. He saw you in a different light probably as soon as the first cock that didn't belong to him pushed into you and in that moment his prim and proper loving wife was no more than a common whore. He is disgusted with you never once thinking you'd enjoy it.
I daresay he might call for a separation, there's no way you two can go back to the way you were before.
You two should've talked thoroughly about this beforehand and discuss possible repercussions but it's happened, live with it and move on, be it together or alone.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on May 21, 2023 at 7:44 PM

Once my husband found out my first boyfriend used to share me with his guy friends my husband became obsessed with wanting to get me gangbanged. Like Sara, the OP, he wanted to be both first and last. He wanted us to invite his married friends and I, if I was going to do this, wanted good looking strangers. In the meantime, we got into swapping.

He tricked me and in addition to strangers, some of his friends showed up. I had done three guys at a time before and looked forward to about five guys. He insisted on inviting a lot more, to account for flakes. Well, he over invited because too many guys showed up. Thankfully, I wasn't attractive enough for all of them to stick around for me so some of them left. I still had more guys than I was sure I could handle.

It was not as nice or as fun as we hoped. I liked it more than I expected but not as much as I hoped. My husband liked it less than he thought he would. Unfortunately, right at the beginning, it was announced that this was an annual event. Luckily, we had time to digest it and figure things out.

We didn't invite as many people the second time and we both liked it a lot more. The thing is, neither of us were eager to do it again. The more time passed by, the better I thought of those two times. We didn't do that again for several years.

This third time some of the men were my friend's husbands. I'm ngl, I LOVED this session the most. If I wasn't worried about wreaking my friend's marriages, I'd do that every year with my friend's husbands and some of my coworkers.

A few years later we did it one more time. But we mostly slowed down and only occasionally swap now and then

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on May 23, 2023 at 7:33 AM

Hi Sara,

Wow, that was hot !
And you did nothing wrong.
Wish you were my wife.
My last wife and I did that many many times and it just made her even hotter and sexier to me.
And I only insisted on always being last.

Sorry, but the full responsibility of this is on your husband and your husband alone.
Period.
If he can't handle it, then he needs to learn how or he needs to leave.
Believe me, there are a zillion husbands out there (me included) that would love to have a wife like you that enjoys doing that.

P.S. Post some updates and responses to the various comments made to your post.
It is an excellent post and actually a very common problem

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Sep 11, 2025 at 7:21 AM

My husband surprised me, unexpectedly, I had joked about it before just to wind him up. We are into bandage and I get tied up a lot and wear a leash. This is normal for us. But on this one occasion I'm tied to bed blindfolded and he says he has a surprise for me. Then I hear multiple people come in the room. Seriously my heart was racing, it felt like it was going to come out my chest. I was so scared at first as it was so unexpected. They all started kissing and touching me and licking me. They did this for about I think 10 minutes before they untied me and retied my hands behind my back and then just threw me around like a rag doll. I'm naturally submissive so it felt natural to not be in control. But I'd only had anal once before and it was pretty intense as my second ever time is a dp.
There was 5 men plus my husband, they just seem to keep going. Every hole all night relentlessly. Literally hours. I slept for a bit then I was made to suck them in the morning.

The most terrified and most turned on I've ever been. 100% most exciting thing ever. Even though painful and scarey.

I want him to do it again, but don't want to say that I do. I want it to be a surprise again.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Sep 11, 2025 at 8:12 AM

Yikes. Sounds hard-core.. I love tge idea of being surprised like that unexpectedly. I'd live that too and also no idea how to ask my husband to do it to me without sounding like a slut ????

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Sep 11, 2025 at 8:14 AM

Yikes. Sounds hard-core.. I love the idea of being surprised like that unexpectedly. I'd love that too and also no idea how to ask my husband to do it to me without sounding like a slut. Im so turned on by the idea of being dped but samexas you wont let my husband do anal????.

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