Bi-Sexual Male / 62
Bi After All These Years
I suspect many of these posting to be made up. My confession is real.
I’m an happily married and closeted bi guy and have been bi since age 14. How did this happen?
At 14 my slightly older neighborhood friend and I learned to masterbate together. He often had the house to himself and we would go into the basement, get completely naked and jack off together. We did this many times. One day, out of the blue, he stood up and took me by the hand then looked down at his erect cock clearly signaling he wanted me to go down on him and I did without the slightest hesitation. It was exhilarating and he was hard as a rock. At his hormonal age it didn’t take long until he exploded into my mouth like a fire hose. I swallowed as much as I could. We repeated this one more time until we went our separate ways and started dating girls.
Flash forward to married like over a decade later and I suspect the fond memories those early experiences left me wanting more and I rationalized that some non-emotional physical time with another guy isn’t as bad as an affair with a woman (never done). So, my first repeat experience was in the 80s at one of those adult video arcades. I was there just to watch porn and jack off but another guy tapped me on the butt with the door of his booth open to invite me in. I took the bait and we sucked each other off. When we exited the booth the arcade attendant gave us a bad time for having two people in a booth. From that experience I discovered a place in town for guys to meet up that offered small private rooms to retreat to. That was my third guy I messed around with.
A full couple decades went by as I was “celibate” guy wise. The urge always comes back eventually. Next came my Craigslist days where I meet and messed around with guys 4 through 7. One of those encounters was unusual. He gave me his address and I went to his studio apartment. Inside were multiple TVs playing porn, a bed n the middle of the room and an array of sex toys. This guy was an admitted sex addict. We got naked and sucked each other. He asked if he could fuck me and I said yes if he had a condom for safety. This was the only time I’ve been fucked and I really got into it. He was on me missionary and I was talking dirty “fuck me” “fuck me” and I can still picture his look deep into my eyes and him cumming in me. I came at the same time.
To the latest chapter, guy 8. Me met on Doublelist and have gotten together 4 times those far and we’re both very similarly fit and healthy for our age and uninhibited. So far just nakedness, lots of touching and great oral sex. We have talked (via email) about taking it to the next level and he’s said he likes anal play and has a toy he uses. I asked it he’d like the real thing and he said let’s try it.
So, next time we meet I will have another first. I’ve never fucked a guy but that cumming.
Updates to follow.
I’m an happily married and closeted bi guy and have been bi since age 14. How did this happen?
At 14 my slightly older neighborhood friend and I learned to masterbate together. He often had the house to himself and we would go into the basement, get completely naked and jack off together. We did this many times. One day, out of the blue, he stood up and took me by the hand then looked down at his erect cock clearly signaling he wanted me to go down on him and I did without the slightest hesitation. It was exhilarating and he was hard as a rock. At his hormonal age it didn’t take long until he exploded into my mouth like a fire hose. I swallowed as much as I could. We repeated this one more time until we went our separate ways and started dating girls.
Flash forward to married like over a decade later and I suspect the fond memories those early experiences left me wanting more and I rationalized that some non-emotional physical time with another guy isn’t as bad as an affair with a woman (never done). So, my first repeat experience was in the 80s at one of those adult video arcades. I was there just to watch porn and jack off but another guy tapped me on the butt with the door of his booth open to invite me in. I took the bait and we sucked each other off. When we exited the booth the arcade attendant gave us a bad time for having two people in a booth. From that experience I discovered a place in town for guys to meet up that offered small private rooms to retreat to. That was my third guy I messed around with.
A full couple decades went by as I was “celibate” guy wise. The urge always comes back eventually. Next came my Craigslist days where I meet and messed around with guys 4 through 7. One of those encounters was unusual. He gave me his address and I went to his studio apartment. Inside were multiple TVs playing porn, a bed n the middle of the room and an array of sex toys. This guy was an admitted sex addict. We got naked and sucked each other. He asked if he could fuck me and I said yes if he had a condom for safety. This was the only time I’ve been fucked and I really got into it. He was on me missionary and I was talking dirty “fuck me” “fuck me” and I can still picture his look deep into my eyes and him cumming in me. I came at the same time.
To the latest chapter, guy 8. Me met on Doublelist and have gotten together 4 times those far and we’re both very similarly fit and healthy for our age and uninhibited. So far just nakedness, lots of touching and great oral sex. We have talked (via email) about taking it to the next level and he’s said he likes anal play and has a toy he uses. I asked it he’d like the real thing and he said let’s try it.
So, next time we meet I will have another first. I’ve never fucked a guy but that cumming.
Updates to follow.
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