First Time Really Having Sex

I lost my virginity to my high school girlfriend and it was nice but not at all what I had built up in my head. I thought we’d go wild and have sex for hours in all sorts of positions but we just had awkward missionary and she didn’t want to even go for round 2. We had ‘sex’ a few more times but they were never very good. I thought that maybe the sex I had always fantasized about was really just a fantasy and this was all there was.

We broke up and I dated an international student from Thailand. She was the complete opposite. She was extremely sexual from our first date and by our third date we started having sex. But I think the awkwardness from my first relationship still hadn’t gone away. The first few times we had sex were pretty okay. Missionary, some doggy but I didn’t last long and it didn’t even feel that good to be honest. I really felt like I just might not enjoy sex as much as I thought I would

One night about 2 weeks into dating we went out for drinks. We got kinda drunk and had a nice night out. We took an Uber back to her apartment and we’re horny. We slept on the pull out couch in the room and her roommate would take the room. But we were drunk so we didn’t wa t to make too much noise so we got on the floor instead. She sucked my dick to get me hard and then got undress and on all fours. That moment my mind was completely blank. I didn’t feel any shyness or awkwardness. I didn’t think “does she feel good? Do her knees hurt on the floor?” All I saw was a tight wet hole and I knew I wanted to fuck it hard until I came. I slid my cock in slowly feeling her pussy wrap around it. Once I got as deep as I could and hear a faint moan I grabbed her hair with one hand and started fucking her hard. I didn’t even care if her roommate heard the clapping I was doing on her cheeks. All the pent up frustration of disappointing sex was coming out with every hard thrust. I didn’t slow down only sped up. I grabbed her small tit hard an d spread her ass to watch my cock go in deep. After a few minutes of treating her like my fleshlight I took the condom off and came all down her ass and back. I spread her ass and enjoyed the mess I made with her body. I played with her pussy more and once I was satisfied we went to bed. Our sex life dramatically improved after that night and I realized why people enjoy sex so much