The Sub In Me Is My Grandmother's Doing

My mother is a weak and has never been able to stand up to her mother. My grandmother is a later in life butch lesbian who hates men and anything that has to do with men. I grew up in this mess. My father, left us because of my grandmother and to my grandmother it was good riddance. Over the time of growing up my grandmother had several lovers, some were older and some were younger. At one time she had a twenty year old in the house who did yoga naked and masturbated in front of me.

I became a regular little bitch and looked for strong personalities to please. In college I had a lover for three years. After college I had a lover for five years. Same girl, just different body and name. I was into the butch and Jane relationships, and I was Jane. At a party when, I was thirty, a Navy Commander on leave trapped my hands and got my pants down and had his fill with me. He was that man I had been warned about all my life. I was Jane all over the place, he was Tarzan, and I cooked and cleaned for him.

I got pregnant and he married me and after I had my first son I fell back in with my lady lover. I had another son and I moved in with my lover. Tarzan came around from time to time to impose his will on us, but left us alone most of the time. He is very concerned that his sons are growing up in a lesbian home. We never interfere with his visitations or his man time with them. That includes his man time with me, his sons watch when he is a man with me. I want them to want a woman and I show them how a woman behaves with a man.