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When I Was A Kid
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Bi-Sexual Male / 49
With My Brother During A Hurricane
This has been my secret for many years. It may seem rather taboo. But my story isn't a bad one, as it was never traumatic, nor was I forced into anything uncomfortable. Here's my confession.
It's 1979 and I'm 5 years old. The youngest of 13. 9 older sisters, 3 older brothers. I was "unexpected" thus separating me from my brother (KP) by 8 years. Due to the age difference, nine of my siblings were already over 18, in college, or moved out by then. That same year our parents separated and the remaining 4 of us that were school age, were divided between each parent. My older siblings in high school remained with Dad. KP and I moved with Mom to our vacation home in Florida.
In late August 1979, we were hit by a Hurricane David. I was naive of what I was going to soon experience by both Mother Nature, and Human Nature, as both would become my first.
I guess to make sense of it, it's best to summarize my relationship with KP at that time. We hated each other! Initially, he was the youngest, and the subject of teasing & bullying typically passed down from older sibling to younger. Then I was born. By the time I was 4, his treatment of me was the same, and we were always fighting. A 12yo against a 4yo. His actions took a toll on our parents, resulting in a massive argument between them, their separation and eventual divorce.
As the hurricane was approaching, the weather was steadily getting worse. It was late in the evening and all of us were in our bedrooms. The noises outside were very scary. I got up and went to my brothers room and got into bed next to him. He didn't protest. Maybe he was scared too, at 13 - just as much as I was, at 5. I just knew I felt safer not being alone.
At some point, I woke to the noises outside. I was laying next to KP, with my arm around his waist. He was still asleep, lightly snoring. When I moved my arm to adjust my position, my hand brushed against a big bulge inside his underwear. As my hand touched the bulge, I felt movement. Curious, I started to feel it. He moved my hand off his body. About a minute later after some movement, he grabbed my hand and put it back. He had taken his penis out of the hole in his boxers. He wrapped my fingers around his shaft and let go. I felt his penis in my hand, it was very big. Exploring more, I felt his balls and noticed there was hair. His was the first penis I ever saw up close like that, looking nothing like mine. So, I asked questions like "Why is there hair there?", "Why is it hard like that?" and "Why doesn't mine look like yours?"
He tried to explain things to me, but I'm 5yo and only understood basic things, confused when he told me about puberty, and things his body could do that my body couldn't. With my hand still exploring his thick erect penis, he abruptly asked "Do you want to see something my penis can do? It's really neat!"
I said okay. Then he said "Move down between my legs and do what say, and I'll show you". I did. Then he turned off the lamp to make it darker. "How can I see what you want to show me if the lights off?" I asked. He replied "Just do what i say, and when it's time, I'll turn the light back on".. Still confused, I did what he asked.
I was between his legs, lights were off, and his balls and erect penis were out of his boxers in front of me. "Close your eyes and open your mouth" he instructed. I complied. Then he put his hand behind my head and guided my mouth onto his penis. It was big in my mouth, 6 inches and thick. It was weird at first but he told me what to do, teaching me how to suck. After about 5 minutes he told me "keep sucking just like that, I'm about to cum. " Cum? What did that mean?
He put his hand back behind my head, and began to move his hips back and forth, going a little deeper in my mouth. "Keep sucking.. keep sucking little bro.. ohhh" He turned the lamp back on and a few seconds later said "Take your mouth off my dick... WATCH!" and then I saw ribbons of white liquid squirt out of his penis a bunch of times, and land all over his stomach. "Wow!" Was all I could say, amazed at what I just saw. Up until then, I only knew of pee coming out. He got up and cleaned himself and came back to bed and told me "Keep this secret between us, okay?" I said okay. For the next 5 years, I would suck his on occasion, just to see those squirts. Ironically, he stopped teasing me as much and we became better brothers.
I know he was wrong to take advantage of the moment during the hurricane, with his 5yo brother. But I was 13 once, and understand how powerful puberty affects our ability to make rational and perhaps "moral" decisions. He didn't force me to do anything against my will, nor was the experience traumatic for me in any way. I never felt m****ted. I was simply happy he was being nice to me, and it was fun. We both grew up well, and I never had any regrets..
It's 1979 and I'm 5 years old. The youngest of 13. 9 older sisters, 3 older brothers. I was "unexpected" thus separating me from my brother (KP) by 8 years. Due to the age difference, nine of my siblings were already over 18, in college, or moved out by then. That same year our parents separated and the remaining 4 of us that were school age, were divided between each parent. My older siblings in high school remained with Dad. KP and I moved with Mom to our vacation home in Florida.
In late August 1979, we were hit by a Hurricane David. I was naive of what I was going to soon experience by both Mother Nature, and Human Nature, as both would become my first.
I guess to make sense of it, it's best to summarize my relationship with KP at that time. We hated each other! Initially, he was the youngest, and the subject of teasing & bullying typically passed down from older sibling to younger. Then I was born. By the time I was 4, his treatment of me was the same, and we were always fighting. A 12yo against a 4yo. His actions took a toll on our parents, resulting in a massive argument between them, their separation and eventual divorce.
As the hurricane was approaching, the weather was steadily getting worse. It was late in the evening and all of us were in our bedrooms. The noises outside were very scary. I got up and went to my brothers room and got into bed next to him. He didn't protest. Maybe he was scared too, at 13 - just as much as I was, at 5. I just knew I felt safer not being alone.
At some point, I woke to the noises outside. I was laying next to KP, with my arm around his waist. He was still asleep, lightly snoring. When I moved my arm to adjust my position, my hand brushed against a big bulge inside his underwear. As my hand touched the bulge, I felt movement. Curious, I started to feel it. He moved my hand off his body. About a minute later after some movement, he grabbed my hand and put it back. He had taken his penis out of the hole in his boxers. He wrapped my fingers around his shaft and let go. I felt his penis in my hand, it was very big. Exploring more, I felt his balls and noticed there was hair. His was the first penis I ever saw up close like that, looking nothing like mine. So, I asked questions like "Why is there hair there?", "Why is it hard like that?" and "Why doesn't mine look like yours?"
He tried to explain things to me, but I'm 5yo and only understood basic things, confused when he told me about puberty, and things his body could do that my body couldn't. With my hand still exploring his thick erect penis, he abruptly asked "Do you want to see something my penis can do? It's really neat!"
I said okay. Then he said "Move down between my legs and do what say, and I'll show you". I did. Then he turned off the lamp to make it darker. "How can I see what you want to show me if the lights off?" I asked. He replied "Just do what i say, and when it's time, I'll turn the light back on".. Still confused, I did what he asked.
I was between his legs, lights were off, and his balls and erect penis were out of his boxers in front of me. "Close your eyes and open your mouth" he instructed. I complied. Then he put his hand behind my head and guided my mouth onto his penis. It was big in my mouth, 6 inches and thick. It was weird at first but he told me what to do, teaching me how to suck. After about 5 minutes he told me "keep sucking just like that, I'm about to cum. " Cum? What did that mean?
He put his hand back behind my head, and began to move his hips back and forth, going a little deeper in my mouth. "Keep sucking.. keep sucking little bro.. ohhh" He turned the lamp back on and a few seconds later said "Take your mouth off my dick... WATCH!" and then I saw ribbons of white liquid squirt out of his penis a bunch of times, and land all over his stomach. "Wow!" Was all I could say, amazed at what I just saw. Up until then, I only knew of pee coming out. He got up and cleaned himself and came back to bed and told me "Keep this secret between us, okay?" I said okay. For the next 5 years, I would suck his on occasion, just to see those squirts. Ironically, he stopped teasing me as much and we became better brothers.
I know he was wrong to take advantage of the moment during the hurricane, with his 5yo brother. But I was 13 once, and understand how powerful puberty affects our ability to make rational and perhaps "moral" decisions. He didn't force me to do anything against my will, nor was the experience traumatic for me in any way. I never felt m****ted. I was simply happy he was being nice to me, and it was fun. We both grew up well, and I never had any regrets..
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