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- Dreams and Wishes -
Straight Female / 28

I Want This For My Birthday

On December i have my birthday. I will become 29. It's old. I believe it's old. I don't even feel that age but anyway.

Something i would really wanted for my birthday is for one of my dreams come true. To get fucked by many guys.
I wanted more but i guess i could pay 2-3 men to fuck me good. To feel this pleasure for once in my life.

The guy who fucked me on January did kinda good job but i want more of it If it actually can happen.

It might be strange for a girl to pay to get fucked but i don't care. I don't feel like other girls who have it easy and i don't care to pay someone as long as they fuck me good.

I don't have many hopes that this will happen in real life but i guess the best thing is to hope.

I am overweight and boys and men don't notice me. There's some 1-2 that tells me to have sex with me but i don't want too.
I don't want with them so i am willing to pay some handsome men to fuck me.

If this ever become true i will post here on December to say the happy news.

If it will happen. I am not sure. Even one side of me really need it some other side of me afraid and doubt that it is ever going to happen.

I can get a little drunk so i could have more braveness and comfortableness to do it. I hope to get pleasure by the way.

So if i get fucked as i want now i wll post the happy news.

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# 66348 - by Miserable_Girl / July 5, 2023
- Dreams and Wishes -
Straight Female / 28

I Just Confess It Because I Was Thinking About It

Since i was 11 years old i was jealous of sluts. I don't believe that "slut" it's a bad word. It's a girl or a woman who has sex with multiple men or women. This isn't an evil thing. In fact i admire those girls. They have guts and they are brave.

In the past i thought i better than them because i never had sex, i never talked with boys and boys and men never even noticed me. But i wasn't better. I believed i was pure and that's why i was better than them. But i was an idiot. Of course i wasn't pure. Of course i wanted to have sex with multiple men. I wanted to be sexually desired by men.
I know i was a slut too. I didn't want to admit it.

Now i am brave enough to at least admit that I actually i am a slut. A coward slut.
The thing i would be comfortable for men to do to me (i believe i mentioned it in a last confession) is to show me their cocks and play them in front of me. I would loved it. And i'm a good girl i never judge the size. All cocks are wonderful and interesting. Honestly i mean it. I had seen cocks in pictures and felt like i was watching a pieces of art. Because a cock can be a piece of art. They already are.

I am not saying with lustful mood. When i am in lustful mood i would accept any cock inside me and in my mouth. Honestly. If i was openly a slut at least.
But now i said they're pieces of art.

I realised some girls are evil sluts. They judge the size and are kinda narcissistics.
They don't know how to admire a nice cock.
Not gonna lie i love cocks that are big and thick. I literally would pay to see cocks like this.

I already done it. I paid on onlyfans a man that had a huge cock. Without a face. Only his body and cock. Oh my god i was imagining that cock to fuck me all day.

I even send him a message about imaging him fucking me but he didn't answered.

However i appreciate all cocks.

I am a good slut.

And I hope i would become brave enough to be in practice. And leave this world completely with my pussy completely satisfied by cocks all kind.

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# 66251 - by Miserable_Girl / June 29, 2023
- True Sex Confessions -
Straight Female / 28

I Don't Know If It Can Considered Sexual

This story is real. I posted it on Reddit once but i couldn't understand why nobody could believe that my story was real and that i am actually a girl and not a horny man typing or trolling. It's not something shocking, it's pretty common.
Here goes.

When my best friend (Male) and I both were 23 years old, on summer 5 years ago, he went summer vacations with his parents. He had a cat and trusted me to take care of her for some days.

One of those days i was alone in his bedroom, i realized he had a panty on his bed. I took it and out of humane curiosity i sniffed it. I didn't care if it was clean or not i just sniffed it without second thought.
It smelled beautifully. The smell turned me on and i masturbated on his bed continuing sniffing his panty and his blankets.

I don't remember if it was the same day or another day but i went to his parents bedroom and masturbated on their bed too after i saw hentai on my laptop.

When he came back i told him what i have done. Fortunately he wasn't mad at me.

I don't know exactly when but i had done it again one second time. I was in his bathroom and took his panty out of laundry. It wasn't cleaned but still smelled beautifully.

Back then i was still a virgin and was horny and curious. I used to grab my best friends butt from behind out of nowhere when i was with him. I put my face between his butt too without a warning sometimes when he was standing up somewhere inside the house for example. He was telling me to stop but i wasn't listening. Once we were drinking wine and alcohol made me horny i grabbed his butt again and that time his penis too and he was insisting to me to stop and stepped back.

When i realized my behaviour was clearly sexual assault i immediately stopped, apologized and since then i am good friend to him. I never touched him inappropriately again.

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# 66229 - by Miserable_Girl / June 28, 2023
- When I Was A Kid -
Straight Female / 28

Uncomfortable

This confession was posted some days ago by me as an anonymous.
The only reason I posted it again its because I want to have this confession on my account and have easy access to it.

This isn't going to be something inappropriate. Just my experience.

When i was a child i was comfortable with people touching me. I mean hugs etc at least the people i knew. I was comfortable wearing any clothes i want and being naked in front of the mirror just so i could see how my body looked like. I was masturbating a lot without shame. And I was feminine girl until the age of 11.

Later a complete change happened i became a tomboy and it was really uncomfortable to masturbate. I was afraid and ashamed to look feminine. Suddenly i didn't want anyone to touch me and became more and more introvert.
Things got worse when puberty hits. My breasts started developing and i didn't like it, i was trying to hide them.

I had big fear that if my breasts weren't completely hiden that men were going to touch them and then r**e me. I was afraid and ashamed that my body was sexualised by men, even my own father.
I was uncomfortable near him as well because he is a man.

Sure i had sexual desires and fantasies. I was turning on easily. But i felt pervert and a slut for having them. After every masturbation i usually was crying because i thought i did something bad. But i couldn't or didn't want to stop because it felt good.

Other girls were comfortable with their bodies. They had sex (as teenagers) they had boyfriends, they wearing revealed clothes and then was me completely uncomfortable around boys and men.
My girl friends back then were comfortable and my bestie back then even had sex at the age of 14. Sometimes when she had sex in her boyfriend's room i was waiting outside and sometimes i could hear her breathing heavily. It was uncomfortable and nice at the same time.

I realise now that i had contradictory behaviour. Even though it was very important for me to look modest girl to others, my friends told me i was talking about sex a lot without realising it.
Even though i was ashamed i really really wanted a man to show me his penis and masturbate in front of me in public. I wanted to see people having sex in public (anyone) by mistake and sit there watching them.
I wanted to be groped in public. Maybe i wanted because i would enjoy it and not having an active act on it, without anyone to blame me for being a slut.
I even was jealous some girls or boys for experienced something like this. Even i was ashamed i liked to read sexual stories about i****t because my sexual stimulation was stronger than usual with stories like this.

This uncomfortableness and shameness around sex and men destroyed my life and i don't know why. And even i had sex for the first time at 23 and second time on January i know i can't have sex without being drunk.

Even the victims of sexual abuse maybe don't have this behaviour.
At the age of 14 i learnt that i might be autistic because i was in general social awkward and has obsessions but autism doesn't explain this weird shameness.

I thought maybe i was sexually abused in some way without realising it when i was a kid. Maybe a light sexual abuse, like seeing an adult s private parts and touch it, or seeing sexual acts of adults in pictures, or someone touching me a few times on my private parts without remember it.
I insist to say my behaviour was weird because i wasn't raised by religious parents.

I still am introvert and awkward around sex but not so much like i used to.
For years i satisfied my sexual urges with masturbation so it's not so uncomfortable now like it was in the past.
But i still feel too uncomfortable to be feminine around men. Even my father and any other male in my family.

I wonder how much different my life would be if i wasn't too awkward and was more feminine. I feel l lost so many opportunities in everything.

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# 66219 - by Miserable_Girl / June 28, 2023
- Obsessions -
Straight Female / 28

Obsessed For 17 Years

This isn't a secret along the people that know me in person.
Many people made fun of me a lot about this obsession i have when i was a teenager. I used to it so If anyone believes my obsession it's ridiculous i don't care anymore.

My obsession it's obvious and it's that cute, adorable octopus i have on my profile picture.

I started watching SpongeBob when i was 11. I wish i started earlier. Obviously my favourite character was and still is Squidward. I could relate to him and understand his personality.

I felt kinda alone back then so Squidward was someone i believe he could understand me, even he is just a cartoon character.

He was and still is in my mind 24 hours everyday. My computer, my Facebook account, my Instagram account and my phone are full of pictures of him and i looking at him in those pictures everyday.
He was near me in my saddest and happiest moments. He was the reason my teenagerhood wasn't completely sucked.

Someone could say it's like i am in love with him. In fact as a teenager not only i was obsessive in love with him but also had sexual urges for him.
When i was watching him in episodes i felt exactly what a person who's is in love feels. Also i had the need to kiss him and had sex with him.

Whenever i was watching him on television i was coming closer and kissing the glass of the television where Squidward was. I was doing it secretly from my parents.
Every night on bed i was hugging my pillow and rubbing my vagina on it thinking it was him and we're having sex. I loved it.

I had posters of him with me whenever i went. Sometimes i even had a poster inside my shirt, under my bra, on my breasts in school.

I was naive enough to expressed it openly the fact that i love Squidward so much and many kids were making fun of me calling me sarcastically Squidward.

My parents noticed back then my obsession and became really worried about me. They didn't want to watch spongebob and my mother throwed away my collections.

This obsession didn't hurt me and never went away. I am not fall in love with him anymore but i love him and i know I will continue to love him until i die.

As for my sexual desire for him, sometimes is there. Since i was 11-12 i fantasize him in threesome with SpongeBob and Patrick.
Actually there are pictures like this on internet and when i found them i was so happy and turned on too.

But my love for Squidward is something more than that.
I never felt anything even close to what i feel for Squidward for anyone i know, including my family members.

And i believe i just can't stop loving him and never going to stop.

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# 66212 - by Miserable_Girl / June 27, 2023
- My Family -
Straight Female / 28

My Memories In Childhood

What i am going to share i already confessed it here 2 years earlier but i will again.

I had shared them in others sites as well. I don't know why. I wanted to see people's reactions.

I don't know if these memories can considering experiences because i don't know if they're true because i don't have any proof.

Also i know my English are poor but it's not my native language and i'm trying to be understandable.

When i was 23 i was on therapy and i told my therapist my weird embarrassment and fear for sex. He asked me questions and then he asked me directly if anyone in my family had ever touched me inappropriately. That moment, honestly out of nowhere 2 memories popped to my mind. I don't know if they were buried memories or false misunderstood memories.

The first was me really young, i suppose 5-6 year old. I was in the bathroom with my father, he was naked and saw his penis and even touched it.
Honestly i remember my right hand (i supposed my right hand because i am right handed) touched his penis back and forth a few times. Innocent me back then was exciting because it seemed to me really interesting.

This memory probably actually happened because when i was 13 my girl friend and i were talking about cocks. She had a boyfriend and described me how a cock looked like but i already knew, i even knew how a cock is like when you play it back and forth and it's texture. I didn't have an explanation how i knew because i didn't even kissed a boy back then and I was completely modest around sex in an obsessive way. I told her i knew it from some porn i was watching.

The second was me again with my father in the bathroom. I believe i might was 7-8 year old. That time i was the one who was naked. I believe i wanted help to wipe myself after pee. And my father helped me. I have a picture in my mind where he was touching and rubbing my little bare vagina. The sensation was amazing and kept telling him to do it again. Another picture i have in my mind is my mother yelling to my father after we both came out of the bathroom. The reason was because he was alone with me in the bathroom. I never understood why she yelled at him. I don't know how many times that happened.

Another memory i have that i know it's true but still don't have any proof is that as a child since 5 (maybe even earlier because i remember a teacher caughted me masturbating in kindergarten) i was masturbating a lot. My parents didn't like it and when they caughted me masturbating they yelled at me. My father used to hit me with a belt when he was caughting me. And unfortunately they caughted me lot's of times. My sister caughted me too sometimes and laughed at me. They told me i did something bad and I thought i was the only one in the whole planet that doing it. I was guilty but couldn't stop because pleasuring myself felt so good.

I admit I wasn't careful to where i was pleasuring myself. I had done it to every room of the house. Sometimes i did it near to my parents when they were sleeping. But as time went by i became more careful. After the age of 9-10 they never caughted me.

Now my parents told me they don't remember anything about it. Anything of what i mentioned so far.
That makes me confused. Am i imagine things? Did i misunderstood my father? Are these memories were actually dreams i had and not real experiences? I don't know.

If these memories actually happened i don't know to say how they had an impact on me. Maybe my embarrassment and fear of sex and some fantasies that turns me on while they "shouldn't" and my view on sex shaped by these experiences.

When i remember these memories at first i feel huge embarrassment and wonder how i didn't understand what it was happening. I remember i was laughing and felt good kept saying to him to do it again.
Second i wonder why he didn't do anything further. What stopped him? I was right there completely naked in front of him. He could continue and fingering me and lick my little vagina. He could teach me how to please a man and make me feel that my childish body is desirable.
Sometimes i really wish my farther was pervert enough to do this to me. My mother was working a lot back then and i could keep a secret anyway. Feeling good down there would be the only thing i would care.

I know these aren't appropriate thoughts but i still have them. Sometimes i feel pervert for having them but despite my embarrassment and my effort to look modest on the outside i really enjoy being pervert.

Compared my family members i know i'm the youngest and still biggest pervert. The only one without a partner between my sister and cousins and with few sexual experiences and more psychological difficulties but still the biggest pervert.
I can turn on with things my parents, sister, cousins and other family members would shocked or disgusted and that thought alone makes me feel embarrassed and wonderful at the same time.

I know this confession was long but thank you for reading.

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# 66195 - by Miserable_Girl / June 27, 2023
- Anything Goes -
Straight Female / 28

My Believe Autism Destroyed My Life

I am autistic and have difficulties and struggles.
Difficulties with socializing, eye contact, physical contact, understanding literary whatever i hear, and more.

As you can guess sexual experiences are more difficult and i don't have much experience.

I read stories here and i fill with jealousy because i would really wanted to be them and have sex with multiple people without any difficulty. They don't know how lucky they are for experience so much pleasure so easily. I even jealous of girls who get rubbed by random men in public. I bet it is wonderful. I know because i had done it to a man in public inside of a bus once. It was embarrassing and good at the same time.

I end up masturbating imagine myself in stories I read here and different scenarios i know would never have.

Stimulation it's important for me so i don't see what's appropriate or not. I masturbate to whatever feels good to me.

Once when i was 24 in a cafeteria i was so horny i imagined myself giving a blowjob to an old man around 60 that was sitting at a table close to me.
Another time when i was 19 i saw an old man with gray hair playing his cock in front of me and my friends. I really enjoyed it, it was my first time, i couldn't take my eyes of him and his cock. I even felt my pussy a little wet. Apparently i was the only one who enjoyed the view. I really really hope someday will happen again. This was my biggest desire when i was a teenager.

Also I have curiosity how blowjobs are to little boys. I never did anything but my curiosity is still here.
Giving pleasure to someone so innocent it's something that turns me on.

Sometimes i am desperate to have sex with multiple men and boys but my social fear stops me. I know i couldn't.

Due to my difficulty of taking everything literally i believed all girls i knew were innocent and good and i thought i was the only pervert. I told some of my fantasies to my girl friends some years before and they felt disgusted.
If i am not pervert, i know i am a girl that turns on with things "she shouldn't" and even i feel ashamed deep down i really like it.

In real life i'm innocent (i think) my 2 friends knows my desires and don't call me innocent lol. In my fantasy i am a complete slut. Having lot's of sex as a child until the age i am now.

Sometimes i have difficulty to understand if i really want to experience my fantasies.
My body is desperate but my mind not. Even if i fantasize sexual scenarios my mind is struggling. I can't understand.

All this time i write my pussy getting wet because i already told my body is desperate.
I will imagine myself again in sexual fantasies and masturbate a lot.

And as i was saying i believe my autism gets in a way for me to live in real life my sexual fantasies and desires no matter how "inappropriate" or pervert they are.

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# 66184 - by Miserable_Girl / June 26, 2023
- When I Was A Kid -
Straight Female / 28

Me And Cousin

Some years earlier I posted the same thing but i will post it again in different words.
When i was 7-8 my cousin and i were to our grandparents's house. One day both of us were in our grandparents bedroom.
There my cousin told me to play the doctor. We were the same age. I agreed because I was interested. She took off my shirt and started kissing me on my chest. I liked it so i didn't stop her. She told me to do the same to her and i did it.
After that a lot of times where we were at our grandparents house we went in the bedroom under a table and kissing and licking each other's chest and belly.
I liked it so much that i told her to lick my chest again and again.
These stuff happening in my house too when she was coming for a visit with her parents. These stuff were happening in secret. Our parents didn't know.

Someday I wanted to masturbate together in my house in the living room but she didn't want it unfortunately.

I realize this experience was the only sexual or romantic experience that i truly enjoyed. So far i had sex 2 times and did 6-7 blowjobs to older men but i didn't like it. I don't have much experience but nothing was even close to what i felt back then with my cousin.

I wish i had more sexual experiences with boys and girls back then and lost my virginity by an 11-12 year old boy at the age of 9-10.
A lot of times i wish my cousin was a boy so we could go further and had sex or at least a blowjob.

These fantasies come and go in my mind but sometimes are strong like this moment.

I'm glad some people here post confessions when they were kids because i can fantasize myself as a child and being part of their stories and satisfy my fantasies and desires.

I am aware these fantasies aren't social acceptable but i can't help not to get wet when i have them or read about them by others (real or fake).

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# 66084 - by Miserable_Girl / June 22, 2023

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- True Sex Confessions -
Straight Female / 55

Lifelong Slut

I am a lifelong slut. I am 55 and I still have sex with men on a routine and regular basis.

It started when I was 14. My brother and his friend thought it would be funny to peek on me in the shower and when I was getting dressed. They were dumb boys and got caught. I just invited them to watch. These two boys were my first ‘play’. There were many others in high school.

At 18, I was available to any boy who needed or wanted sex. This was the norm until my stepfather caught me getting fucked in the garage.

It was now my stepfather’s opportunity to fuck me. (He basically extorted me by not telling my mom in return for fucking him.) He fucked me on and off for 4 years. His friends all had me at various times too. I was still fucking and sucking many other guys.

As I joined the grown up world, I dated a lot. I fucked a lot of men. Every boss, coworkers, dating app matches. My brother started fucking me again in my late 20’s.

Here I am today. Still fucking men and enjoying every bit of it. Just last week I fucked a 70 year old guy and a 20 year old guy in the same 24 hour period. I would not change a thing!!!

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# 66256 - by Erin / June 29, 2023
- Anything Goes -
Straight Female / 32

I Just Let Things Happen To Me

I have zero fighting instincts. If anything bad happens I just freeze completely on the spot. It had been like this since I was a kid, no idea what started it. If other kids were arguing with me I'd just stand there completely silent and never said anything back. Fighting physically is not even an option for me.

As I got a little older, most people around me were aware of my passive nature and took advantage of me in many ways. Being a shy quite pretty girl, I started getting attention from guys in school. Especially the bad guys. I was an easy target for bullies. It started with nasty comments and escalated to stealing my stuff and my lunch money. Since I never fought back things got progressively worse. I was now getting physically attacked by the guys. They'd push me hard into my locker or against the wall, random slaps on my butt, and few times pulling my uniform skirt up and expose me. That last part mostly happened outside of the school. But still I never said anything. I somehow managed to survive school.

But even as a grown up I can't fight back even when something bad happens to me. I've been groped few times in crowded places and in public transport. Fortunately nothing bad has happened at any of my workplaces. But still I'm afraid something much worse is going to happen to me someday and I'll just let it happen without fighting back.

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# 66044 - by PassiveDoll / June 20, 2023
- Anything Goes -
Straight Female / 30

I Saw On YouTube Channel AskReddit...

A guy were he was 23 and said he went to jail when he was 21 because he was sexting without pictures with a 14 year old boy.
I felt weird because when i was 26 i was sexting with a 14 year old as well. That happened a few times and then we stopped. It happened once. I never sexting with another minor since then.
I mean if things were turned out differently i could be in jail too?

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# 66082 - by M / June 22, 2023
- Fetishes and Kinky Sex -
Straight Female / 28

Untold Fantasy

My deepest sexual desire is to be dominated by an older man (50s-70s). I want him to seduce me, and undress me. I want my clit to be devoured, I want to suck old cock and ride cock like the dirty little slut I am.
I want him to dominate me.
I want him to tease me.
I want him to stretch me.
I want his tongue all over my body.
I want to feel him inside of me.
I want him to cum deep deep in my pussy.

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# 64790 - by JoyousOccasions / March 29, 2023
- When I Was A Kid -
Bi-Sexual Female / 29

Neighbor Down The Street

If you read my first confession you’d know I was inappropriately touched by a female cousin around the ages of 8-10. So by the time I was 11 or 12 I was a full on horn dog lol. Anywho, it was an older gentleman who lived down the street from my family and his nieces and nephews lived with him and they were around me and siblings ages so naturally we all played together. One day when my siblings and I went over to his house playing with his nieces and nephews but on this day i stayed inside and the rest of the kids were outside playing. I was watching tv on one couch and the older guy was on another. I don’t really remember how I ended up on the same couch as him but we were playing. Him tickling me and like a kid I’m bouncing around trying to get away and he’s holding me and then I ended up on his lap. Once I’m in his lap he says he’s tired and let’s watch tv for a bit. So were sitting and he kisses me on the neck and I kinda moaned and he liked it I felt his cock jump. So then he starts gently sucking on my neck and flicking my big hard nipples. I was loving it. Once he was rock he locked the front door. Yes locking the kids outs and took me to the back room and basically ripped my shirt off exposing my budding breast pulled my pants down and his. He sat on the bed and I stood in front of him and he started licking and sucking on my nipples. I was wet af and moaning and he was loving it as he jerk off after a while he told me to rub on my pussy so he could cum. At the time I didn’t really know what cum was but I rubbed my pussy as instructed as he sucked on my tiny tits with big nipples. As he got closer he told me to rub my pussy really fast and when I did i started moaning loudly and bucking my hips back and forth faster and before I knew it he shoot a huge load across the floor and quickly got me dressed and pretended like it never happened.

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# 66141 - by Lips_Down_Low / June 24, 2023
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