Sissy Slut Pimp-out Desires

I'm a 36 year old married white guy who has known most of my adult life that I'm a "cuck". I've always been highly sexually charged and very kinky and open minded, but generally I would label myself as "straight" even as I was writing this confession selecting "Bi-Sexual Male" was hard for me to do.

For about 4 years now, my biggest fantasy is the idea of a femdom (preferably my wife) finding out about my submissive bi desires to be dominated by a man while she watches. I frequently find myself masturbating to the thought of being made "pussyfree" and turned into a sex toy where I'm "p****d" out to men to be used while she watches. I use the word "pimp" not in terms of money but more in terms of her arranging everything. Since I'm not traditionally attracted to men, the thought of just being fucked by whoever she arranges adds to the excitement.

I love the thought of her teaching me to only cum from anal stimulation or prostate stimulation, and making me into a complete slutty bottom. I love the thought of her getting her penetration from a more masculine, traditional man which plays into my cuckold fantasies and limiting me to anal penetration and handjobs or jerking off. I don't want men to suck my penis or for me to penetrate them, I just want to be a full on bottom bitch for her.

From what I understand these desires aren't uncommon but I wanted to write about it and get it out there.