Straight Female / 29
I Wish Masturbation Was Pleasurable Like It Was Used To Be
Due to depression even masturbation seems indifferent and flat.
I have almost zero pleasure when I masturbate.
Almost nothing can turn me on. Sex drive is low. I don't even know what sexual fantasies i have to create in my mind so i could masturbate.
When I was in my teens and early twenties an image of a big cock or a couple of people having sex was enough to get me wet and wanting to masturbate a lot. Back then masturbation was something that made me energetic and happy.
But now i masturbate sometimes just because i have nothing else to do.
Because nothing creates dopamine in my brain.
I have almost zero pleasure when I masturbate.
Almost nothing can turn me on. Sex drive is low. I don't even know what sexual fantasies i have to create in my mind so i could masturbate.
When I was in my teens and early twenties an image of a big cock or a couple of people having sex was enough to get me wet and wanting to masturbate a lot. Back then masturbation was something that made me energetic and happy.
But now i masturbate sometimes just because i have nothing else to do.
Because nothing creates dopamine in my brain.
