No One Knows

I am married and started having sex with girls and women at 17. I'm married with 3 kids now and a great sex partner for a wife. She has admitted in our sex talk to having lesbian sex with other women. What I have never told anyone is that from 15 to 18 I was letting another guy have sex with me. I started sucking him, he sucked me once in a while but not often, then he insisted that I let him fuck me. I didn't want to, but liked spending time with him. He was 2 years older than me, and would take me out in his car driving around, spend money on me and take me places. I spent many nights staying over at his house, his mom walked in a few times while I was getting pounded by her son. She didn't care at all, so that only made him louder at night when he'd fuck me.

For over three years I was having sex as the bottom in a relationship. I live in a different city now and I've not seen him since the last time I spent the night in bed with him. I moved to go to college. My wife nor anyone, other than the guy and his mom know. I was a gay bottom for over 3 years.