Secrets

I want someone to fuck me anytime they want.
I want to be a freeuse toy.

Sometimes i wonder what it would be like to be my friends fucktoy. They know i have a pussy and always talks about their cocks and how big they are. When we play the game apex together on duos or trios they always joke about fucking me or telling to suck their cocks.

I know they half mean it when they say things like that.

2 of them want to get drunk together and play games overnight but its so hard to find the right time to get together and go wild. I know my friend lets call him scott wants to fuck me. Last we drank he was so flirty. His half hard cock in the uber was so inviting but i had to work the next day and couldnt have the pleasure of having his cock fill me up and cum all over me.

My other friend and me got high on acid once and he humped me in his sleep and i ended up sliding my underwear and shorts and he slowly half asleep rubbed my clit till i came. I thrn jerked him off and sucked him off in his sleep till he came.
When we woke up he asked me if we fucked and was slightly disappointed we didnt.

I really want them to fuck me whenever they please