I Want This For My Birthday

On December i have my birthday. I will become 29. It's old. I believe it's old. I don't even feel that age but anyway.

Something i would really wanted for my birthday is for one of my dreams come true. To get fucked by many guys.
I wanted more but i guess i could pay 2-3 men to fuck me good. To feel this pleasure for once in my life.

The guy who fucked me on January did kinda good job but i want more of it If it actually can happen.

It might be strange for a girl to pay to get fucked but i don't care. I don't feel like other girls who have it easy and i don't care to pay someone as long as they fuck me good.

I don't have many hopes that this will happen in real life but i guess the best thing is to hope.

I am overweight and boys and men don't notice me. There's some 1-2 that tells me to have sex with me but i don't want too.
I don't want with them so i am willing to pay some handsome men to fuck me.

If this ever become true i will post here on December to say the happy news.

If it will happen. I am not sure. Even one side of me really need it some other side of me afraid and doubt that it is ever going to happen.

I can get a little drunk so i could have more braveness and comfortableness to do it. I hope to get pleasure by the way.

So if i get fucked as i want now i wll post the happy news.