Once You Close The Line Can Ever Really Go Back? Advice?

I was so young and I just got caught up in wanting things and then pandemic hit and i needed money. I had just turned 18, was broke, i started selling my pics on SC and then I started an OF page and l was no lonely in lock down that i lived the attention I was getting. I got sucking to the app and chatting with my fans since there was noting to do. Eventually got talked into sleeping with a few guys off the app for outrageous amounts of money.

The first guy was gross, older, married, big chubby but he did knew how too fuck. He fucked my brains out and paid me more money then i'd ever dream i was work for a fling in a motel for a few hours. After that i was hooked.

After they vaccines came out i felt safer and bolder and loved the money and moved on to some sugar-baby sites. I got paid more for less sex as a sugar baby but some times when the economy was bad i'd not find enough Daddy's. So, I turned to straight up escorting.

The long and the short of it is a was depressed, broke, and i got caught up in it and the life style. I kinda feel like a whore now because i have slept to too many man and i am so young. I am kinda doubting this life style but only because I think I am still young enough to stop and go to college and i have the money.

Is it too late for me? I have a high sex drive and worry i'll miss the sex and money. But I also feel i need to secure a better life.

Advice?

Comments

Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 9, 2023 at 10:32 PM

Go to college and stick with it. You can still satisfy your high sex drive. You can even escort or strip part time if you want. I did. But get an education in a major that will pay. That way, you'll be having sex because you want to, not because you need to.

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D1g1talG0ds

by D1g1talG0ds on Jul 9, 2023 at 11:58 PM

Go and start the application now at tge local community college to beat crowd. Apply for the PEL grant to help pay your tuition.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 10, 2023 at 6:37 AM

Oh my goodness this was me in lockdown!!!
I couldn't afford my rent. I had no income. I started selling pics on line which led to paid video sex with completestrangers... and as lockdown easy up I was having real sex on the regular for money just to get my credit cards paydown even after i went back to work.
I always felt like a whore and I told no one, not even my best friend. I thought it was just me.
Thank you for you post. I get it. Sometimes you gotta use you pussy to pay bills. Don't be ashamed. If you keep doing it just be safe hun & try to find some regulars that you enjoy the sex with too.

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gomezsebas10

by gomezsebas10 on Jul 10, 2023 at 12:06 PM

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 11, 2023 at 6:41 AM

Old Guy here who did a lot of illegal stuff when young. Not sex for money myself yet I did pimp a couple strippers for a summer. They could not pay rent regularly while making 10-12 grand a month. I changed that. all said it is not to late. Pick a degree that is in demand and pays well. If you pay for college through selling pictures or having sex for money. That is all it is. Counseling can help but it needs to be sex positive counseling. Do not beat yourself up to much. You are young with a lot of life yet. Us old Guys do you like pretty young girls to look at and fuck what better way to use the pile of money we have. Good Job asking for advice. Enjoy

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 11, 2023 at 11:05 AM

Many young women have whored their way thru college. I was a dancer part time and turned tricks with high rollers. It worked for me, I got a Bachelor of Arts degree and now teach school.

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RichardStands

by RichardStands on Jul 12, 2023 at 8:30 AM

Any woman that uses her body to make money is the ultimate turn on for me.
That's wife material in my book.

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