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Dating Disasters
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Straight Female / 24
I Don't Want To Be An Adult Yet
My rant. If I were a lesbian I would be more happy. But I wasn't blessed to be one. I didn't ask to be 'hetero' and I don't understand how I 'let' you. I'm pregnant because you can't keep your dick out of me.
I don't like how you control me. I don't like being under you. I don't like being held down. I don't like your incessant kissing, what's that all about. I don't like you seeing me naked, worse still pregnant. I don't like seeing you naked.
I am not your daughter, I don't like having to call you Daddy. If it's a Southern thing it needs to end. My name isn't Baby. I'm married, that doesn't mean you own me. I can't cook, no one taught me.
I resent being reminded I can't support myself. I don't agree that I have to breast feed for a year or until I'm pregnant again. I wasn't 'born' to be a housewife. I'm too young to wear an apron. I do want a vacation, but it isn't the beach and being very pregnant. I want my own money, not an allowance.
I am this generation. I don't cook and clean, and do laundry.
I'm frustrated that I can't make enough to support myself. But I didn't marry you for your money. I married you because you got me pregnant. I lost my head, and woke up beside you. That's not called chasing you, I didn't even know your name. And yes, I was a virgin to you. I'm pretty sure you had never fucked a virgin or you would have been nicer to me. I can't help it if I love you, I don't understand it. It must be a nature thing. I'm too young to be enslaved to you. I am relieved you love me, and you married me and you want and can support me.
I don't like how you control me. I don't like being under you. I don't like being held down. I don't like your incessant kissing, what's that all about. I don't like you seeing me naked, worse still pregnant. I don't like seeing you naked.
I am not your daughter, I don't like having to call you Daddy. If it's a Southern thing it needs to end. My name isn't Baby. I'm married, that doesn't mean you own me. I can't cook, no one taught me.
I resent being reminded I can't support myself. I don't agree that I have to breast feed for a year or until I'm pregnant again. I wasn't 'born' to be a housewife. I'm too young to wear an apron. I do want a vacation, but it isn't the beach and being very pregnant. I want my own money, not an allowance.
I am this generation. I don't cook and clean, and do laundry.
I'm frustrated that I can't make enough to support myself. But I didn't marry you for your money. I married you because you got me pregnant. I lost my head, and woke up beside you. That's not called chasing you, I didn't even know your name. And yes, I was a virgin to you. I'm pretty sure you had never fucked a virgin or you would have been nicer to me. I can't help it if I love you, I don't understand it. It must be a nature thing. I'm too young to be enslaved to you. I am relieved you love me, and you married me and you want and can support me.
