I'm Too Young For Marriage Roulette And The Baby Doctor

Following a backdoor surprise penetration I can't shake him. It's ridiculous, it's bad enough that getting fucked spins your head around, now I find out a backdoor fuck takes away any hope of a rational discussion. I had plans, a year abroad with no shackles, but his plans for me are pretty much cooking and cleaning, and no complaining.

Since he got in my pants in college I've had to adjust my plans to satisfy him. A change in college to follow him to Texas, now I'm destined for the marriage roulette because he accepted a job posting overseas and to go with him I have to be a spouse or no resident visa.

Every woman who's gone to Malaysia has gone there to get pregnant, it's the only thing for a spouse to do there. And I don't believe for a minute that he doesn't have that in my future. Why not London? Why Malaysia? It's a career promotion, for me it's a date with the baby doctor.