Finally Found A Sexual Sadist, And Psychopath

He's a retired bureaucrat, small of build, totally anonymous in appearance, and uses V....a constantly. He has no problem whatsoever with my addiction to full-body rubber bondage, and extreme sensory deprivation. Says amiably that it helps him enable HIS addiction, which consists of having his cock sucked, long and often, while he keeps me frantic for an orgasm, which he says matter-of-factly "will never happen"... I am allowed vision, and exercise, for 30 minutes in each 24hr day, and nutrition consisting of several items that will pass like his cock, through the small airtight zipper over my mouth. He assures me there is nourishment in the hot salty slime that I swallow constantly, during the regular face-fucking, he (and his poker buddies) inflict on me, in utter anonymity. Once a week I am sedated, and my body and its container washed, before being re-confined before I wake, leaving me with the feeling of absolute permanence. Regular forced use of a treadmill and exercise bike, keep me relatively healthy, physically, and he delights in telling me he'll be quite happy to watch me slowly descend into insanity, as long as I'm still able to "perform" for him, and his buddies.

As I type this, slowly and carefully, rubber-clad fingers clumsy, and vision limited, because of temporary open zippers across my eyes, he 'edits' over my shoulder, before returning me to silent blackness. I think this relationship is approaching permanency, and I'm surprisingly okay with that...