I Want A Young Man To Fuck Me In The Ass

I've never had anal sex, and it scares me sometimes. But I fantasize about a younger man fucking me that way. He should be inexperienced, and new at it too, so I can take charge and tell him how I want it and when. I don't want him as a boyfriend, just a fucktoy I can sometimes call over so I can use his dick. Of course, it would help if he's good looking and sweet. He'll be under strict instructions to never enter my vagina so I don't get pregnant, but he can go down on me if he wants to.

I think I'd like it if someone was small and gentle, as I like being licked there and have sometimes put toys in. I might want my fucktoy to tie me up so only my words control him, but he will obey my words like the law of god, he'll do whatever I tell him too and stop when I say so. But I'll know that he could just r**e me if he wanted to, he won't though. He has to be just mine for as long as I want him.