I fucked my best friend's wife on their wedding day. Now I'm filled with self loathing. She will not look me in the eye.
I would be full of self loathing too, if I was in your place. But it must be remembered, it takes two to tango - I'd imagine she's full of self loathing, too.
How could you look yourself in the mirror? I know accidents happen but you must be the most thoughtless person! I am not saying this to really insult you even though you deserve it but I just don't get it? How could you let it go that far and did you ever fuck her before that?
I know on my wedding day I was too busy getting ready couldn't even fuck my husband!
Dont feel too bad, I shagged her too & I was the priest who married them !!!!