I Want A Hug, To Be A Girl Again

I have a 'male' job where I work. I hate having to be the bad guy. It gets to you. I wear androgenous outfits. I go by my initials, CJ. I get paid a lot. I'm tired of having intestinal fortitude. All I want is to be a girl again. I worked hard to climb the ladder, I won't be able to replace my salary, but I'm 'out of here'.