Regrets, Yes Maybe.

Decided to finally give my husband what he'd wanted me to do during sex, for quite some time.
And that was fuck him using a dildo. I'd been tonguing his rear hole during sex for a while and he'd suggested many times he'd love me to fuck him.
When I eventually did, he absolutely adored it. So much so, it made him cum like never before.
For a couple of months afterwards, when we had sex I'd fuck him and he'd always cum so hard. I must admit it turned me on too and I'd have him tongue my pussy to multiple orgasms.
We bought a strap on and it took our sexual times together to another level. And that lasted for nearly a year.
Then in February this year, my husband told me he'd been seeing an older guy. A man who'd been fucking him for over two months.
They'd met at his companies Christmas party and had fucked that first night.
Obviously I was hurt, angry and jealous, yet I tried to include this other man into our relationship.
Again I'll admit to watching my husband getting fucked by his bisexual lover, and in truth it was horny at first. And sometimes the older man would fuck me too, yet I knew I was becoming an unnecessary distraction to their sex.
Unfortunately I lost my husband to this man and now I'm with a different guy.
We have great sex, really fun experimental sex, yet I kind of miss the things I did with my soon to be ex husband.
Indeed we met a few weeks ago and he admitted he missed us. The marriage and our different ways of enjoying sex.
It very nearly ended up with us fucking, but thankfully I resisted. Yet I knew he definitely wanted me to fuck him again.
So what I'm trying to say badly, is don't always fulfill your fantasies. Sometimes leave them as your minds longings, and maybe you might just remain happy and still with the person you love.