My Dilemma...ever Again?
About ten years ago my wife developed a severe case of sciatica and, according to her Doctor, one of the worst cases of fibromyalgia he'd ever seen. In fact, it's so bad, I have to "air hug' my wife as just touching her is very painful. Needless to say, sex has been out of the question since. About five years ago, they discovered a couple of blockages in my arteries and I had open heart sugary. It was successful, and I live a fairly normal life. I work out 6 days a week and I'm HWP and run almost every day.
The remaining issue from that is what caused me to have blocked arteries, also blocked most of the blood vessels in my penis so I now have ED. Insurance won't cover any treatments for it, and because of my wife's medical condition she can't work. I'm the only bread winner in our house so money is tight as well.
I still have a strong libido, and I've tried multiple websites to find a partner as I still love to perform oral sex for women. Unlike a lot of men, I'm honest in my posting and admit my situation. I might of gotten two responses in the last 4 years, and those didn't work out because they decided at the last minute that my situation was tenable for them. I don't trust, nor can I afford an escort or lady of the night and they aren't into allowing you to perform oral sex on them.
This situation has left me depressed and feeling like there is no sexual future for me. I just feel like I'm out of options.


