Forced Shower With Son Leaves Mom Feeling Confused And Smutty

Should I feel better about me because other moms have also had a wicked smutty thought of risking a nasty act that might wreck thier son. I am guilty this past winter when our water heater went out. The hot water was almost gone so my son and I, both being adults 34 and 17, knew we must shower together or do without. Thinking nothing of it was rapidly replaced by evil urges of my son that have confused me ever since. We washed one anothers back but that was the only contact. I tried not to notice my son's dick was fluid, not fully hanging, but not standing with a fat defined head so hot, my natural impulse moved my hands to touch it. Forbidden flashed and I moved my hands rapidly to his hips and back to washing his back. Blessedly I recognized my impulse in time to touch, wash, and more to my son's dick. I was drenching wet with arousal and had a craving for my son to know how he was tormenting his mother's unlawful fervor. Regretful actions of melting morals were saved by the water turning cold real fast like. We rushed to escape freezing water but who could guess my son was sporting a rock hard stiff boner. I was disappointed by how quickly he grabbed a towel and wrapped waist, hiding view of his delicious schlong. Next my son displayed manners by taking another towel, turning me, drying my back side. Now I cannot see the tent pole but he made up for it by taunting me with the drying off of my ass cheeks. If only he would intrude farther my mind dreamed. My son finished to fast before handing the towel to me. I wanted more as I fought to kill the itch but still my ego was dirty with the notion my son admired my tight ass and more as we showered. He craved this hot ass even more while whiping it dry, knowing I couldn't see his glazing eyes. My son's manhood grew from from a semi to a full rock hard in the prescene of his naked mother. Immoral, intoxitating, and unforgetable a shower with total recall that is etched in my memory bank. It is reborn from time to time like when it's not supposed to. It is quite, I'm alone trying to relax and meditate but the recall drifts in and makes me horny with filthy fantasies until I orgasm. I pray I am not the only depraved mom that needs sexual healing.