Changed My Life

When I was a young boy my cousin and I spent a lot of time together. He and I were very close. We bathed together most every night. Just curious boys we would touch each other, and play around in the tub, in the bedroom and all the time outdoors.
We were about 10 years old back in 1968. He began to tell me how he wanted to 'cornhole" me. Back then that was the term used for butt fucking. After days of non- stop begging and asking me to let him corn hole me, I gave in. It was really late at night. We got on a sleeping bag in the floor of his bedroom. He told me to roll over on my stomach, so I did. He pulled my underwear down below my ass, then got on top of me with is underwear down so that his dick was touching my ass.
He tried to enter me, but I had to spread my ass open for him as he asked me to do. His hard little dick was poking at my asshole, and he was trying really hard to put his dick in my ass. Finally, I felt myself begin to open up then it went in. He put it all the way in and in a few seconds, he began to work it back and forth in my tight asshole. He asked me if it felt good, and I told him I liked it. He continued to pump in and out of my ass and breath on the back of my neck. My dick was very hard also, and the more he pumped in and out of my ass the more I liked it. I kept asking him to not stop. Do it faster, a little harder. He was really giving it to me good, and then he pushed into me as hard as he could and let out a light moan and he got really stiff on top of me.
When he rolled off of me, I felt something wet in the crack of my ass. I asked what it was, and he said, it is my seed. I figured out that he had come in me. It wasn`t much but it was cum. About an hour later I talked him in to doing it to me again. This time it lasted much longer and felt much better. After he finished and was laying on top of me, we talked about doing it more the next day.
We stayed outdoors most of the next day. He fucked me several times in different places out side. The best was when we were both naked up in the barn loft and he was fucking me face down in the hay. It was great and he did it better than any of the other times. For months he fucked me every day we were together several times a day if we could. There were times I would pull my jeans down and he would just put his dick in my ass just to put it in me.
As we got older the fucking got much better and the first time, I sucked his dick he loved it and came in my mouth. He tried sucking my dick and he liked it. He swallowed my cum too and we learned how to 69 very fast.
By the time we were in our early teens we had shared our experiences with our best friend. He wasn`t sure we were telling the truth, and he wanted to see us do it. He was watching my cousin fuck my ass, and took out his dick to jack off while he watched. Before it was over he was in my mouth while my cousin was in my ass. They both took turns on my ass for awhile. I asked them to take turns on me and it was great. The 3 of us had wild crazy hot sex up until we were in our early 20`s. we drifted apart, but I still have the cravings I had back then. I lie to be penetrated and fucked. I mostly use dildos these days, but on occasions I find a willing man that likes to fuck me. I am very straight acting married with grand kids but I do have an anal fetish that I have had all my like. My wife loves to fuck me with our strap on collection fairly often, and twice in our early years she and I had sex with a very well hung young man that was bisexual. She loved watching me take his huge cock up my ass. She liked to 69 with me while he fucked my asshole hard and deep. She asked him to cum in me almost every time he fucked me. He was a very thick uncut 9.5". My wife liked taking his huge dick in all 3 of her holes. I sure wish we could do all that stuff again but the wife don`t want to any more