The Things I Wanna Do To Him

my boyfriend is submissive to begin with, and i’ve always been incredibly dominant. i don’t think he realizes how dominant i want to be tho because of how shy i am. we’ve been together for almost a year and we’ve done some pretty typical dom sub stuff, and i know he wants more, but i’m afraid to give him more out of fear of hurting him. if i wasn’t afraid, jesus christ, the things i would do to that man. i want to slice his clothes off with a knife and hold it to his throat until he’s crying out of fear. i want to fuck his ass and make him scream and shove his head into the pillows to shut him up. i want to tie him down and whip him with metal chains. i want to make him bleed and make him beg me to stop (we have a safe word, i would never keep going if anything was too much for him). but jesus christ i want to torture him so badly and i know he would like it, it’s just me getting in my own way