Fantasy Became A Nightmare

There is no reason for this; I had a great childhood with loving parents and family; however, I was a complete slag in my teens. I was addicted to porn, sex and drinking.

I wanted to fulfil a fantasy of being double penetrated. I'd seen loads of porn with women being spit-roasted, DP'd and made Airtight (cock in mouth, pussy and ass) and wanted to try it. I'd had two didos in me and had a cock in my pussy and a dildo in my ass. The opportunity came when I was about 19. I had a boyfriend who said he would ask his best friend.

On the night, we all got hammered. I let both fuck my pussy for a while. However, my boyfriend's mate stuck his cock in my ass. I had wanted that to be my boyfriend. I wasn't ready, and he didn't use any lubrication, which was available by the bed!!

I was lay face down on my boyfriend with his cock in my pussy, his mate was behind me fucking my ass. Due to not being ready, no lubrication and the large size of the cock in my ass I was in pain. This wasn't the fantasy feeling id imagined. I wanted to stop it but both men were banging me like mad, and didn't want to spoil their fun or come over as a kill-joy.

I can't remember how long this torture went on for, but I felt something give way in my ass. It felt like I'd passed wind (farted) but whatever happened reduced the pain I was feeling. The guy in my ass then starts shouting and going mad. I don't know if my body had done something to stop the pain, or the pounding had released my bowls.

Fecal matter was all over the guys cock and pubic area. Some had leaked onto my boyfriend, who was also shouting and losing his temper. I felt humiliated and ashamed, also relieved the ordeal was over. I've never seen either again and have never tried anything like that again. My husband has tried to have anal sex with me, but I wont allowed it. In many ways that nightmare changed me. I still slept with boyfriends, but got to know them first and never allowed anything too bizarre to happen.