Escort Crazy

As an old married male (40 years married). I over heard a few guys talking about escots in our area. I then went online and found a bunch of listings for local providers. I took a chance, met a really lovely lady who made my fist time amazing. She was Russian and had the most beautiful body. My first time I was nervous but she made me feel so relaxed and made the exeperience one that made me go back for more. I fould myself making it a point to go at least twice a month. Yes I was enjoying every moment with her. I started to have feelings that I knew was not going to happen (but just day dreaming). The sex was the best I ever had, she made it easy to explore positions, as I never knew sex could be so exciting. The obsession was getting very clostly, but I kept finding ways to continue. One session she mentioned she was going back to Russia for a month or so. I was happen for her, but what was I going to do. I then went back to the online search. To my amazement I found another lady (local) who has not taken the place of the first escot.
Once again I was falling into the patten of going a few times a month. This provider greets me like I am her lover (kissing, hugging and wearing the most sexies outifts). She is always so open to asking me how she can make me feel better each time. She can suck a dick like no other and fucks me beyond my dreams. But I am obsessed with the sex. I've never knew how crazy it would be to cum 5 times in two hours. I've been thinking about how I could ask her to go away for a weekend with me, yes I am married and would have to figure that out, but I want to give her a special time away from the escort sessions and show her how much I enjoy her affection. Geez just sitting here is making me horny wanting her lips, pussy and her in my arms right now.
Tell me why I am obessed with the escort.