Gay Male / 29
I Guess You Can Say I'm Coming Out Gay To Myself
Me and my roommate worked in the service sector, mostly nights. He is a bartender at a busy restaurant and makes good money, much better than me. I work at an expensive restaurant and make good tips on Friday and Saturday nights, but it's slow on weekdays. We are in our late twenties.
From time to time we have had girlfriends, but nothing works out after at time. Waiter doesn't attract the chicks. One Saturday, it was a year ago now, I started to look at my roommate with different eyes. He is not classically handsome, too short for that. A big smile, get along with people, bartender talk. The reason I started to look at him was that on that Saturday he walked out of the bathroom with only a tshirt on and his dick was swinging away as he walked to the dryer to get his shorts.
The reason I looked at him that day was that as he walked across in front of me I thought to myself 'I could suck that'. Later 'I want to suck that'. I really, really did want to suck that.
I started a campaign. I started to walk around naked, or in a shirt and no pants. I started to watch shows on tv that had gay couples. I started to scroll through gay porn. Always, always, always gay porn of guys receiving fellatio. Of course, I was the guy giving fellatio, he was the one receiving it. It became on obsession, and he just didn't catch on. One night he brought home a new waitress where he worked and they were naked in his bed the next morning. That was enough, I had to act.
I went in and told her to move over and I got down on my knees beside the bed and grabbed his cock and put it in my mouth. "What the fuck are you doing" he yelled, pulling himself back. I told him in front of the chick, 'you're so blind, you know I want to suck your dick'. And I sucked his dick in front of the chick and he came, giving me what she wanted but I got.
It was forward and obnoxious on my part, the chick quit her job so not to have to work with him, he and I went our separate ways.
It's Saturday again a year ago and I'm living with a guy who works with me. I don't have any desire to suck his cock. He has a girlfriend from a long time ago but they are too poor to get married. I don't have a girlfriend, I don't want one. I want to meet a guy who will let me suck his cock and not push me away. I just don't have the nerve again to start something, so it's me and my laptop.
I guess I'm gay or something like that.
From time to time we have had girlfriends, but nothing works out after at time. Waiter doesn't attract the chicks. One Saturday, it was a year ago now, I started to look at my roommate with different eyes. He is not classically handsome, too short for that. A big smile, get along with people, bartender talk. The reason I started to look at him was that on that Saturday he walked out of the bathroom with only a tshirt on and his dick was swinging away as he walked to the dryer to get his shorts.
The reason I looked at him that day was that as he walked across in front of me I thought to myself 'I could suck that'. Later 'I want to suck that'. I really, really did want to suck that.
I started a campaign. I started to walk around naked, or in a shirt and no pants. I started to watch shows on tv that had gay couples. I started to scroll through gay porn. Always, always, always gay porn of guys receiving fellatio. Of course, I was the guy giving fellatio, he was the one receiving it. It became on obsession, and he just didn't catch on. One night he brought home a new waitress where he worked and they were naked in his bed the next morning. That was enough, I had to act.
I went in and told her to move over and I got down on my knees beside the bed and grabbed his cock and put it in my mouth. "What the fuck are you doing" he yelled, pulling himself back. I told him in front of the chick, 'you're so blind, you know I want to suck your dick'. And I sucked his dick in front of the chick and he came, giving me what she wanted but I got.
It was forward and obnoxious on my part, the chick quit her job so not to have to work with him, he and I went our separate ways.
It's Saturday again a year ago and I'm living with a guy who works with me. I don't have any desire to suck his cock. He has a girlfriend from a long time ago but they are too poor to get married. I don't have a girlfriend, I don't want one. I want to meet a guy who will let me suck his cock and not push me away. I just don't have the nerve again to start something, so it's me and my laptop.
I guess I'm gay or something like that.
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