A Lifetime Of It And I Still Love It

If I may. I have a long history of sex with other boys and men. I was thirteen when I first sucked the neighbor's penis. I sucked his penis in his room. He said I was a faggot for sucking his penis and he told it at school. I sucked his penis every chance I got. When I was older, I was sixteen and he was eighteen he fucked me in the ass. It was a something he wanted to do before he went to college, he wanted me to know who fucked me in the ass.

After he left for college he got involved with another guy and they got caught and expelled and he went to California where all the queers of the say went. I went to college and I only sucked one man's cock while I was there. I really enjoyed sucking his cock. He was the VP of a bank so we had to keep it 'nice and quiet'. I loved sucking his cock and I kept my mouth shut about it.

After college I went to work for a large hotel chain as a management trainee and I met a man there, an older army guy and I sucked his cock with so much pleasure and he loved to fuck. He lived alone, a confirmed bachelor and I went there, sneaking in up the stairs not through the elevator. Being naked in bed with him, having his weight on my back, his hot breath on my neck as he fucked me made me feel alive.

I was transferred to be the assistant food and beverage manager at a hotel in a large city in the south. I met a man I liked there, he worked for the liquor distributor. He was a fully closeted gay man and he loved getting together in small out of the way motels and having raw sex, fucking, cock sucking and showering together. He was an exciting man and I really like him as a man and I was open to any kind of sex he wanted.

So these many years later I'm a confirmed bachelor living in a large city retired from thirty year with the same hotel chain. I work at a boutique hotel downtown and for those who know me they know I'm gay and I have a lover, a man of means, very wealthy. I love to suck his cock and make him feel good when I do. We don't kid ourselves, we are both 'old' men when it comes to sex, and we welcome the help of the little friends in a bottle to make us hard as rocks. He's a bona fide top and I like that. I love to have him on my back, his hot breath on my neck and feeling alive again while he fucks me.