Mom Caught Me At The Worst Time

It was 2 years ago in the summer. Mom was going away for the long weekend. She left Friday night and unexpectedly came back Saturday night. The problem was that I was wearing makeup, long hair styled, and in her lingerie. Oh yeah, one other thing was a problem. There were 8 naked guys sharing smoke, drinks, and me. When she came in I was on my back in the living room on a blanket, being fucked by a huge-cocked guy, and other was pumping my mouth. Cum was leaking under my ass. Another guy was pinching my nipples and jacking his cock. The others were all watching, all naked. I had already been fucked or sucked off each of them and we were going for round 2.

She came in and froze, as did everyone, except the guy jacking and pinching my nipples, he shot all over my chest and her nightie. Mom turned around and said she'd be back in an hour. The guys all left immediately, I cleaned up the blanket and pillows, emptied my bowels out, showered and redressed in my boy clothes. She opened the door and asked if it was alright to come in. She had some drinks, apparently a LOT of drinks. She poured another then sat down with me on the couch. I tried to apologize, but she said not to. She asked the obvious questions.

Did I dress in her clothes - Yes.
How long had I been having gay sex - 3 years already.
Did I ever have sex with a girl or woman - No.
Was I gay - I believed so.
Was I always the one on the receiving end - Yes, I preferred it to being top.
How many guys were there that time - 8.
How many guys over the last 3 years - 28 including 2 steady boyfriends.
Had I done multiple guys like that before - YES
How many times - 4
Was I being safe - Not always.
Why am I letting other guys, even men have sex with me - I didn't have an answer (I'm gay?)

She honestly didn't have a problem with me being gay, I think it was more that I was the fem gay. But she also said she realized that with my very small, almost petite stature, and thin body, girlish waist, long hair and she even brought it up, a small cock; she shouldn't have been surprised.

So it went forward. I could have guys over for sex, they could even stay the night over in my bed with me. I didn't have to hid anything. She actually took me out to buy me my own girl clothes and lingerie. I'd never had girl outer clothes. I liked it, and still do. I don't always dress female but always "girlie". I'm a gay bottom, and my mom found out in the worst possible and most embarrassing way. She walked in on me getting gangbanged.