'I Wish'...not The Stevie Wonder Song..

I read these stories, get excited, start tenting, and release in my pj's under the covers. I touch myself wishing I could experience another man or woman with me.
My marriage is good but sex happens maybe once a month. So here I read, stroke, and wish.
I wish I could find another woman or man in the same situation as I. The problem is I'm a Christian and a very well respected professor at a well known Christian university. To follow through with my sexual desires places, my family, my reputation and the university at stake. So, again, here I am reading, stroking, imagining, and wishing.
Here is the perfect scenario: We meet. Have a great conversation. Share our thoughts and carefully consider finding places and times to meet regularly while keeping our public persona our status quo. In the meantime also enjoying each other's company whether in thoughts or in person.
That's my wish as I watch MSNBC and prepare to do my Saturday routine...