I'm Not Kidding I Really Do Want Him To Spank Me

I lost my virginity as a high school freshman to a high school senior. He was the man on campus and could get any girl he wanted. But he came to me to talk and have sex, nice sex in a bed. My mother is a nurse and she worked the 3 to 11 shift at the hospital.

He went on to college, met a girl there and they got married. I went to nursing school after high school and met a girl there and got into a same sex relationship. I remembered him but I wasn't ever in love with him. Now I was in love with her, those were my feelings. After finishing up, I went back home and got a job working at the same hospital with my mother. I was now in my early twenties and I had to put up with the proverbial find a nice boy and get married. I was nice and polite and said things like it is hard to meet nice unmarried guys without baggage when you work long hours. When I did get out, if I got lucky, I ended up with some woman.

I met this woman that way. She owned an interior decorating business with a nice store of decorating items. She told me that I had better get on the ball and find a nice boy before I was too old to mess with. You really only have a few years, before you are twenty five or twenty seven to start having children. I confronted her every time she went there. But she also told me that being old, she was fifty, and being a lonely lesbian looking for love from young lesbian nurses, wasn't anywhere that I wanted to be. GET MARRIED WHILE YOU ARE YOUNG, HAVE A HOUSEFUL OF CHILDREN. You can't change your orientation, but you can do something about your condition.

I met this man at a funeral. He came over to talk to me and we got off pretty quickly. He was divorced, his wife turned out to want her freedom and moved to Seattle. I told him that I was a lesbian and lesbians all wanted to go to Seattle. It was lesbian heaven. We had sex. That same sex I had when I was fifteen. It felt so good to be in his arms like that, lost in thought while he just pounded down hard on me until I had an orgasm. It is very different having an orgasm when you are making love for it, and having an orgasm when a man bangs one out of you. I married him.

I have two children, not a houseful, but a handful to take care of. I work part time at the hospital, fill in on shifts and things like that. I have a platonic relationship with my 'aunt' who owns the decorating business. She finally has a niece and a nephew to shower her love on. When I get itchy for someone other than my husband, she is there to keep me on the straight and narrow. Her answer is always the same, I caught a husband now I had to work to keep him.

I haven't had a sex with another woman in so long I feel like I forgot how to do it. I still get orgasms from my husband pounding down on me. The harder he pounds on me the more likely I am to have an orgasm. In my dreams when he is fucking me I want him to call me dirty names and spank me. Just one 'bitch' or a hard spanking would do wonders for my sex life. He only ever plays spanking me with his hand but holds off from really spanking me. It's how I reach arousal and have an orgasm.