I Am Losing Control Of My Homosexual Behavior

I walked into a corner pub after a bad day at work. Not my first time there. I ordered my pint at the bar and a man sat beside me. We talked nothing special. He said he could detect that I was frustrated. I told him about my job and how I hated it. He said he could do something about that, and we left together. He took me up to his flat and the next two hours were raw homosexual sex, including anal penetration. I left feeling bad about what I had been doing.

It wasn't the first time, and it won't be the last time. It is becoming more usual than unusual. I have to keep this under the table. Work, my family, my 'life' can't be part of this.