Just Confessing About An Important Aspect Of My Life

I've been exposed to porn from a young age so i more or less understood really early what sex and all of that stuff meant...so before i even turned 13 i was completely aware of sex, pregnancy, contraceptives and that i really shouldn't let a guy fuck me until i'm older because of all the pregnancy stories that scared me lol. But...... i also became pretty addicted to porn and have always touched myself too much. Now that this detail is out of the way, i am a muslim girl but not a very religious one so what that means is that all the boyfriends and a fwb i've had i let them have sex with me but only oral and anal. Sooo yeah up until now i've always had anal sex and kept my vaginal virginity somehow (for my future husband). Weird time to confess this but it is what it is hahaha