The Fat Girl Grows Up

I am and always was a nondescript girl, a little overweight with broad hips and too big breasts, which I hid. I was always self conscious, even in the third and fourth grade. I had already developed budding breasts and pubic hair. I was a good student, I liked school, and I liked being the teacher's pet.

In high school I gained a lot of weight, it just came on. I went to the doctors and got on diets but nothing worked. I graduated weighing 190 pounds on my five foot six frame. I had large breasts, I could hold them up with one hand and suck my own nipples. Although because of my weight I couldn't really see my slit, I could feel it and I found my clit, and anything and everything I found I stuck in my vagina to fuck myself.

I went to a small college on a full ride scholarship. All Freshman had to live in the dorms. My roommate was also from a small town, a little withdrawn, but unlike me she was in good shape. She was long and tall and ran track in high school. One day when we were in the dorm room, the window open to let in a breeze, she took off her pants and panties and spread her legs wide leaning against the wall of her bed to air out her pussy. I sat on my bed staring at her pussy, while she stared at me.

She said 'eat my pussy will you', And I slipped off my bed and buried my face in her pussy. She was already wet but she got a lot wetter. I will say I slurped around, swallowing her juice, licking her vagina hole, sucking on her clit. I was 'insatiable' , she tried shoving my head away, but gave in and I slurped every drop of her juice. When I finally ran out of desire I got up on her bed and kissed her mouth with tongue down her throat. I was too heavy for her to toss me off.

It was not a one and done. I ate her pussy whenever I wanted to. I kissed her mouth when I wanted. I sat her down and showed her how I liked my clothes folded. I put a bite on her neck which turned bright purple before it subsided. One day she was back from the shower and I told her to bend over I wanted to see her hole and I licked her ass for her. I called her my bitch and insisted she be my girlfriend.

I know now that she wasn't a total lesbian, she was one of those girls who would be a lesbian girlfriend if a strong willed woman wanted it that way. But one day she got fucked by a boy in her math class at his apartment. It didn't matter how angry I was. she let him fuck her over and over. He was as dominant on her as I had been, except he had the penis.

I learned a lot during that year. Controlling my urges was very hard, I came onto girls suddenly and totally. Girls were easy prey, but not all of them wanted a girl eating them out. I really didn't understand how they could want a guy fucking them, but nature is nature and they went that way. But now and then I found a girl who wanted a strong willed woman and I had a couple of very good girlfriends before graduating from college.

I went to work as an HR rep at a small company. No girls there, it was very male dominated. And one of the men liked big girls. I wasn't able to throw him off and he fucked me and didn't quit till he was done. He was wiry cuss, but a lot older, and he kept me in line and I was doing his laundry. He liked fucking on top, face to face. He ate pussy but liked having his dick sucked. I had to learn all about keeping a man from running around on me. And that included cooking. I bought and wore expensive underwear, lingerie. He liked that, nice bras holding my tits in. Nice panties around my big ass and now fully shaved pussy.

I liked being his girlfriend, his woman. I looked at girls but I went home to him without touching. I started to loose weight, slowly at first then rapidly. Even the doctor was worried. But I lost fifty pounds without really trying. I had a Rubenesque physic, which he liked very much, especially my big breasts. And he couldn't get enough of fucking me. I kept my pussy fully shaved and clean for him, I went to a Thai woman for that. That way he would eat me, he never did when I was bushy.

In all this I was only twenty five when he took me with him and we eloped with a justice of the peace in Beaumont Texas. He was forty. Skinny assed as he was, he liked having a big woman. I refused a trailer and so he agreed to build a small house on the property. It wasn't big, two bedrooms but had a nice kitchen and living area. Out there in the country he could chase his woman naked around the kitchen table. I liked giving up and throwing myself across the table for him to fuck me that way. I liked being fucked.