Ultimate Humiliation?

Finally found a guy who promised to be sadistic enough even for me...retired corrections officer - took early retirement to avoid being fired, for excessive brutality...I told him exactly what I wanted, and he was like "No problem - except you'll want it to stop, and it won't...are you a risk-taker? A gambler? It would certainly help...." He was the first person who had ever showed interest in keeping me in my expensive rubber bondage-bag, and I didn't want him to decide I was too much of a wimp, so I let him seal me in, the h-d zipper at the bottom, under my feet being operable only from the outside...that was when he started laughing..."You fucking idiot! I TOLD you it would be a risk...a gamble...well, here it is...I intend to keep you like that, for as long as I can keep you alive, and capable of sucking cock, by means of that well-placed zippered opening across your mouth...I can feed you minimally, although I'm told cum has some nutritional value, and I'll keep you hydrated with my piss...the up side is I intend to wank you to insanity, via the OTHER zippered opening, but not allow you to cum...you will slowly accept your fate, and even enjoy it, as the days become weeks, the weeks months...oh, and my poker buddies, will be happy to help me break you, and induce utter unquestioning surrender, in return for regular use of you too...now doesn't that sound terrifying exciting?"

It actually did, and when he took a primo job out of state, one of the buddies relented eventually, and left me when he was completely spent, with the doomsday zipper open, allowing me to escape...It's been a couple of years now, and I have to confess - I wish I had it all over again, and that job never showed up....